I dunno which one to choose. I feel so guilty if i do this and that.
I wan to obey my parents and at the same time do not wan to hurt another person feeling.
Don get this wrong its not about a guy. Its juz a bit of misunderstanding tat i hav.
I dunno wat is wrong in helping this person. But if i continue to
help the person i will b in sooo much toruble. If i
don help, tat person may feel disheartened and tink tat i no longer wan to help
animore. I don hav a choice but to follow to wad is set for me. Even though this
person feels upset bout my decision i cant control it as its not my
wish 4 this to happen. I feel so hopeless as i cannot do
wat i wan n tink bez coz i was
told tat i should not help. Sometimes i juz feel lyk screaming
all my hearts out.
At timeas i do feel lyk wanna giv up, but i noe its no use. I have 2 bear wif it whether
i lyk it or not. Who lyks being control in a situation lyk diz??
Haix..wished things were better but i'm sure it will not coz there's nothing
to do to change one's mindset. I juz hope tat i will stay strong in facing all
diz. I hav wasted many tears n does not wan it to happen again.
How i wished the world if fair. Lyk i say i cannot control it but i have lo live wif it....
