I dunno wads wrong wif me lately. My feelings nowadays
easily gets distracted n sometimes it feels very painful but the funny thing
is i don even noe wads the coz of it. Everything changes
juz wen its getting better. There are always lots of interruption
whenever i feel that the new beginning is starting. Maybe diz is one of the challenges
that i have to face in life. Wen will i ever feel free n not hav
a unpredictable feelings that changes as n wen it lyks. Haix..i wish tings
are better as exams are juz around the corner
and i don wan to get distracted. I wanna concentrate on my studies
for now to achieve good grades. I seriously hope that one
will nt do things tat will make my mood change. I noe there is always diz dear fren
of mine who will always keep me company wen i am sad or happy.
But the frenship tat i had wif my other fren seems to go away
wif the presence of unwanted person. if tats the bez way, i will accept it.
As whatever happens i hav my gd frenz who are able to take over tat place.
For now, iwill try to clear my mind of all the nonsense n
save it until after the exams. Wel i hope tat
everything will turn out fine. Juz wishing tat all of diz will get back to normal.....