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teRriBle nOisE Thursday, November 30, 2006

ArgH!! i'm sooo going deaf!!Now i noe how much i miss silence! Omg!! Try sitting here n listen to tat noise! u r sure to go deaf lyk me. So people pardon me wen i cannot listen properly to wad ur telling me coz its not my fault! My neighbour upstairs is having their house renovated. So there will be hacking work carried on til diz friday. It starts todae n diz means tat all diz noise will carry on for about three days! I soo can't stand diz. The noise is terrible. Even wen the doorbell or the phone rings u can't even hear dem. So if anione can't get thru my home fon try calling my hp.

Was not feeling quite well but i still decided to go out coz i couldn't stay any longer in my house. Went out wif il to TM to find some presents for my dear frenz. Wen i walk, i was not quite stable as my head was hurting lyk crazy. N il was very late again. Had to wait for her for about 15 min! Learnt my lesson should never trust il's word if she says we should meet at around four i'll change the time to 15 min earlier soo tat she will reach exactly at 4! So people hears a little advice for u, if u wanna go out wil il better make the time 15 min earlier soo tat u don have to wait long2. We went to whitesands first before going to TM. Inside the MRT me,il n my siz could not stop laughing til our stomachs hurt terribly but still we could not stop as wenever we say something il always have something funny to add on to it. The person in front of us was staring at us lyk we're some crazy people.Even though i was sick i couldn't help it but to continue laughing even though it hurts!

Wen we got down from the Mrt we were still laughing. N guess wad wen people look at us they might tink tat we were 'high' coz the three of us was not feeling alrite n was having quite a headache. Went to the 7-eleven stall first to meet my aunt there n to get some drinks before going to century square. After getting a gift at century square we make our way to Tampines Mall n went to toys 'R' us. Manage to find something there too. We check the time n it was still early for il to leave n head to school. So we decided to go to KFC to sit down n have some rest as my head was really hurting n at tat time i was having a fever. Felt soo weak as if i could not take a step any further, but i still manage to move on. Thank god didn't faint half way. After finishing the fries at KFC we then made our way to the MRT station to head home. Me n il seperated wen we had to take different trains to go to our destination. Il was going to school while me n my siz made our way back home. Once i cleaned myslef n had my dinner, i took 2 panadols n went straight to my room to have some rest. Felt a bit better after tat. Had a great time todae even though i wasn't feeling very well.

Greatest fear Saturday, November 25, 2006

Had a dental appointment yesterday. Haix..since young i always hated going to the dentist. Coz in primary school i don noe how many tmes i had to visit the dentist bcoz of some accidents tat occurred in school. First, its juz a normal case wen u go for check up den the dentist discover tat u have a loose tooth. Den after tat came the more severe case. Coz if i'm not wrong i had a small accident during either in primary one or two. Can't remember exactly. Tat time me n il love to play together at the monkey bar near the field. Everytime during recess we will always hang around together wif our other best fren by the name of syazlin. Wel one day, i was standing rite under the monkey bar n il was hanging on it on top of me. Didn't expect il to fall straight on top of me! But it did happen. But luckily il was not tat heavy during tat time so, did not suffer such a serious injury. Wen il fell on top of me all of them started laughing including her instead of helping me out. I felt kind of a little dizzy n they had to help me up before going to c the dentist. I wa brought to the dentist to check if my teeth was ok coz both my teeth n lip was injured. She den applied some medicine on my mouth. It hurt terribly! Afetr tat had to walk around the whole school wif a purple mouth! Lyk an idiot seh..everyone laughed. Haix..luckily we were still young n don mind it. Since il n i were good frenz i was not really mad at her. Accidents happen wen we are not careful. So ya i forgive her.

Besides tat incident, during primary 4 i fainted during the morning assembly. I fell straight to the front therefore i was injured quite badly. Again i had to go to the dentist as diz time round my front teeth broke into half. I couldn't eat or drink as it hurt terribly.Tats wen the school dentist had to refer me to specialist for further treatment. I had to go to the Health Promotion Board to get my tooth fixed. It was very painful n even before i was called into see the dentist i was already shivering wif fear. The treatment was soo the very long. i screamed most of the time during the treatment. Since tat day onwards i was really afraid to c the dentist again. Iwas told tat i cannot bite anything hard wif my front tooth for fear tat it might break again. So as u can see i had to watch wad i eat in order not to go to the dentist again.

Unfortunately, i was again refer to the HPB to check on my tooth tat was injured last time. I was shocked to hear wad the dentist in school told me. So i taught tat i would juz kept quiet bout it. but den one day my mom told me tat she already made an appointment for me to go c the dentist at HPB. I was lyk dunna wad to say but have to follow wad my mum asked me to do. So went to see the dentist again yesterday. N i was rite! It was not good news to hear coz from the test they did, they discover tat my injured tooth had a little infection. The dentist den told my mum tat i have to return again foir another appointment in three months time! She told my mum tat the tooth looks as if it is dying n told her to keep an eye on me to c if i suffer any pain during diz time. If yes she would have to change the appointment n make it earlier. I was soo scared wen i heard tat. The dentist said tat if my tooth is dead they have to do 'canalling' or something lyk tat. It means tat they would have to drill a hole in my tooth n dig out the dead nerves inside it. I was soo shocked wen i heard tat. I felt lyk wan 2 juz cover my ears n not listen to how the surgery will be conducted. Ouch! Juz by hearing wad she had to say i can already feel the pain. I can't imagime the pain wen the surgery is conducted. God save me! Pray hard tat nothing bad will happen to me or i will have to undergo tat surgery. The test tat they conducted was using some shocking devies on my tooth to c if there is any reaction. Wel wen she try iot on me it had no effect den she turned it to the number 10. Iseriously felt the electric n ouch was it very painful. The dentist den laughed n said tat she lyk to c my reation n find it 'cute'! I don believe it. I was in pain n she called tat cute! She muz b crazy. So tats another bad thing for me. Furthermore wen i told il bought it she made me even more scared til i could not have a peaceful sleep in the nite! Wel til here peeps! Chiox!

Out for some fun Thursday, November 23, 2006

Todae made plans ready tat we'll be going out together..
Den suddenly in the afternoon it rained..
Haix..
Diz muz b il's fault..hahax..
Wanna noe y??
Coz she sing 'karaoke', tats y it rained..haha..
So we prayed hard tat the rain will stop soon so tat we can go on wif our plans..
il told me tat she wanna do some 'work' first den she'll cal to confirm whether we're going out or not...
So...
After she have finished her 'work' she called n said tat since the rain had stopped we could go out den...
Hmm..den we went to whitesands library to find some books n aniwae il wanted to take down some notes there too..
il enjoyed sitting down taking down notes on tat chair..
Wanna noe y..
Its bcoz she called it the'farting chair'...hahax..
Wel its ilma soo its normal to hear tat..
So she kept on making noises wif tat chair til me n my siz was laughing our heads out!
Tats quite a laugh..hahaha..
Had fun huh il??
Wel i'm hapi u enjoyed it..hahax...
Hmm..
After tat we went to downtown east..
The main purpose of it was to sign up for my younger siz..
Guess sign up for wad??
Its the chicky club membership!
Wel it was kinda odd for us to go apply it without bringing her..
Soo we decided to have something to eat at Burger King...
While eating, il suggested tat wen we go to KFC to sign up...
We'll juz point to our siz n said "Our dumb sister wanna sign up"...
Den we burst out laughing..
Since my siz was short n looked kind of 'small'..
Tat giv il tat 'dumb' idea..hahax...
After tat we made our way to KFC..
But thank god they didn't have the card...
Since it was still early before my tution starts..
il decided tat we'll go to time park den..
Wel il n my siz went to play at the exercise corner for the elderly..
I did not bother joining them coz they were lyk sooo excited bout it..
But den i did not have any choice coz...
I was forced by il to join dem...
She was threating me!!..
Wad a fren huh?? (juz joking =])
But nvm lah..
Ya did join dem..
Den after a few minutes i had to make a move bcoz i was already late for tution again!!
Still il did not wan to let me go...
After a while den we started making our way to our destination..
I seperated from dem at a certain point befor rushing to my tution centre..
So had real fun everytime i meet her..

WaD a reCorD!! Sunday, November 19, 2006

Hey people!!
Made a record yesterday...
Wel its no big deal aniwae rite?? Hahax
U wanna noe wad record??
Yesterday was the longest time ever me n il talk on the fon!
Hmm...
We talked around 4hours plus2..
So we end our conversation at around nearly 2am in the morning.
Wow! Tat was lyk the lastest time i ever slept in my life!
Wel so u can see tat i don realli stay up all nite long unless i've got something to do..
Lyk..talking on the fon or smsing my frenz wen i cannot sleep in the nite..
So..
Me n il kinda of talked about almost everything..
we talked bout our childhood life n recalling the fond memories we had together..
N bout wad funny stuff we did during our childhood life was something for us to laugh about..
Coz wen we're young we did some 'naughty' stuff tat we noe its bad but didn't care..
As we were very young at tat time..
So we tend to do something tat we nvr taught bout trying..
I was quite a gd person til got influence by my 2 great frenz..
They influence me to do stuff tat nvr i come across in my head..
Since i was still young i didn't bother to tink tat wad i did may get us into trouble..
Tats juz a little of wad we talked bout..
Hmm..
The rest of it is juz the secret tat i cannot share coz..
Wel its something between the both of us..
We talked n talked til we did not notice tat time flies very fast..
il nvr wan to put down the fon but as i was alreday getting sleepy..
N she's whispering coz she's afraid tat she would wake her siz up if she talked loudly..
Den told her tat we'll juz stop there for the day n can continue talking again the following day..
Til den..

Great Time Sunday, November 19, 2006

Had a wonderful time going out wif my dearest frenzs. We went out together wif my siz frens on tue 14.11.06. Since me, ilma n shahnaz have not went out together for quite a long time..we realli had fun together. I met ilma first coz shahnaz could not meet us early. So we meet her later in the afternoon.

After the first hoz we went to, we did not noe where to go to as most of the people are not at home. So we sat at the void deck waiting for shahnaz to come. While waiting my siz frens made lots of phone calls. I did not bother as it got noting to do wif me. Den shahnaz called n said tat she's otw to meet us. Me n ilma waited for sometime before walking towards the bus stop to meet shahnaz. Wen we saw her...ilma didnt watch wad she was stepping n guess wad?? She was wearing high heels so the heel got stuck in the drain n she was struglling to pull her feet out. Hahahahaha.Tat was sooo funny. I laughed my hearts out at her n she laugh too. Even my siz frens saw tat incident n i was not the oni one laughing my hearts out. Coz my siz fren too join me laughing at her. U people should see the look on Il's face wen her heel got stuck! I couldn't stop laughing til my stomach was in pain. Den i stopped coz pity her lah. Don wan to laugh soo much. All of us den continued our journey to my house. Otw guess wad..my siz n her frens saw diz girl tat have been sort of bullying my siz. Il got soo excited n wanted to cross over to meet tat girl. But den we decided not to. We were on the other side of the road opposite where my siz fren was. Il wanted to shout at her, but my siz told her not to. Il didn't care. N she started shouting lyk a mad woman.Hahax.My siz n her frenz walked away coz they could not bear to c il making fun of their fren. Il waved n shouted her name across the street. Shahnaz tried to stop her by pulling her towards the blocks. I didn't do anitink as i was busy laughing at the way il was raecting. She couldn't stop waving at tat girl n wel i don tink tat girl noe it was il who's waving at her lyk a mad person. So all of us ended up laughing all the way til we reached my hoz.So we had lots of fun in the beginng of our journey.

The fun does not juz end there...coz along the way we really was joking wif one another n felt as if time pass very fast as Shahnaz had to make her way back home.Shahnaz den went to wait at the bus stop nearby for her bus. We sat at the bustop opposite where she was. After waiting for quite sometime. We den realise tat Shahaz was sitting at the bus stop where no bus will come. We den crossed over n walked towards her. While walking we were laughing away as Shahnaz did not bother to c tat there were no busses at tat stop.After telling Shahnaz tat, we den showed her the correct bus stop where she can take the right bus home. It was funny seeing her juz sitting there without noticing tat there wasn't any bus tats going to tat bus stop. So Shahnaz guess you've learnt ur lesson huh?? Hahax...

Hmm..after tat we took a cab to my siz teacher hoz at Tampines. In the cab at first everyone was silent. Den out of no where we were taliking bout us on how we slept duiring the nite. It was sooo funny tat we could not stop laughing. Coz some of us was kind of sleep waliking, sleeping without closing their eyes n more. Juz imagine sleeping without closing ur eyes. Wel tat fren of mine told me tat she was too tired tat she forgot to close her eyes wen she sleep! Can u believe it..forget to close ur eyes. Wel tats the first time i heard sometink lyk diz. As u can see throughout the whole journey in the taxi we could not stop laughing. Ilma said tat we better stop or we'll be charged extrat for making sooo much noise. But lyk who cares...haha.

After going to my siz teacher's hoz, all of us decided to head home as we were feeling very tired.

Ps: So Shahnaz..learnt ur lesson huh?? Next time remember to look at the sign board first before waiting for the bus wen there is no bus going to tat bus stop!Hahax. :D

"Boredom" Monday, November 13, 2006

School Holidays have started..
N i've got nothing much to do at home...
Yes its great tat school have ended..
But i'm soo dead bored at home...
There is not much school activities held...
Oni tat thur n fri had cca til late in the afternoon..
The lecture tat we had was very long n boring..
Since it was in the auditorium..
All of us felt very sleepy..
At first i took down notes bought wad the lecturer was talking..
But after sometime i don bother to take it down..
There was a test the following day..
Its of course about the police knowledge..
We have to pass the test in oder to get the badge...
After the test we all felt happy as tats the end of the lecture..
Later, we were told tat after our lunch we will have another lecture..
The lecture will be around 3-4 hours...
After tat there will be another test in order for us to get the another badge..
So the course was kind of boring throughout the 2 days...
I'm afraid tat i will fail the test coz i oni took down the notes on the test day itself..
Was soo tired after tat coz reached home around 8pm..
During the weekends went to visit my uncle in the hospital..
Pity him lots as he had to go for operation..
Could see from his face tat he's in lots of pain...
He could not eat n look soo weak..
He had to undergo lots of dressing on tat day as a lot of blood were leaking out of the plaster..
Wen my father got angry wif the nurses...
Coz there were no doctors to take a look at my uncle condition..
After a while..
There were soo many doctors n nurses attending to my uncle..
All of us was afraid seeing many people attending to my uncle...
But then doctors said tat nothing bad was happening...
Kinda of relieve after hearing tat...

baD dAy Monday, November 06, 2006

Was feeling quite moody 2dae..haix..maybe bcoz of wads happening lately n how i was treated. Argh..i don noe wads happening to myself. Lately i get irritated n frustrated easily. Since tat incident, i felt left out n i dont even noe y i was treated tat way. Its lyk sooo not fair..i mean tat mistake was oni a minor one n i was treated in a way tat i don tink i should b. Wish things would be better. I feel as if i'm being squeezed n cannot breathe. Haiz..wads gonna happenm next?? Will it be worst den diz?? I can't take diz much longer....

In school i almost cried coz couldn't control my feelings. I was already kind of moody, den a fren of mind keep on disturbing me bout something tat was not true bout me. I could not stand it anymore n juz rest my head on the table n cover my ears. I never felt tat way in my life. I did not noe y diz had a great effect on myself. Thought of relieving my stress by going out wif my frenz to get my mind out of all diz. But it did not worked out coz..wen i called to inform i will b a bit late..i was scolded again. Haix..todae was a bad day for me..didn't noe wad to do. Felt quite depressed but i tink i can't take all diz forvever. I mean i have lots to think about n wif diz in my mind,it seems to be bothering me alot. I cannot get my mind of diz coz i'm treated lyk a stranger. Imagine if ur treated tat way by someone u love?? Won't it hurt u if u were given the same attention tat i got?? Haix..i donnoe. Don tink aynone would even understand how i'm feeling. Its ok den let me suffer it alone. I really hope a mirtacle would happen n change things back as per normal. I seriously can't take diz anymore. I don noe who to talk to..haiz..guess diz is wad fated to happen to me..

"loNg daY" Friday, November 03, 2006

2dae was quite a long day. Had classes in the morning n in the afternoon. Haix..it was soo boring. In the morning we was told tat no SPA exam will be conducted during the extension programme. Both pure sciences class was soo hapi to hear tat. Coz it means we hav more time to prepare b4 taking the O-level SPA next year. I'm juz afraid tat i would not be able to pass it coz i'm not good in experiments..haix..but wadeva it is i'll try my bez to score well. Coz giving up would mean tat i'm a failure. I don wan to be tat soo i'll do anything to get good marks. Todae had my physics n english lesson. Each subject is around 2 hours. But our english teacher release us quite early. It was good as we can get enough rest for our physics lesson again later in the afternoon. The lesson starts at around 2.15pm n ends at around 3.30pm plus. It was kind of tiring having to stay back in school. But afetrall its for our own good. During the first hour of our morning physics lesson, we studied some theory before playing games for another hour. Playing games was kind of a reward for our class for doing well for physics in the end of the year examinations. We had fun as a class playing a game of captain ball. During the rest time for our team..me n a few of my fren went to sit near the fan to cool ourselves down. We perspiring lyk crazy. After playing the games, our teacher made us say the class cheer before letting us off to recess.