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2009 have been a great year. Keep all the good memories and improve on the weak spots. A new year have begun and lets start it wif a smile. New challenges awaits. Be strong to face it. U always have your loved ones wif u. So no worries bout dat. May 2010 be a better year for everone.!
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Monday, November 06, 2006
baD dAy Monday, November 06, 2006

Was feeling quite moody 2dae..haix..maybe bcoz of wads happening lately n how i was treated. Argh..i don noe wads happening to myself. Lately i get irritated n frustrated easily. Since tat incident, i felt left out n i dont even noe y i was treated tat way. Its lyk sooo not fair..i mean tat mistake was oni a minor one n i was treated in a way tat i don tink i should b. Wish things would be better. I feel as if i'm being squeezed n cannot breathe. Haiz..wads gonna happenm next?? Will it be worst den diz?? I can't take diz much longer....
In school i almost cried coz couldn't control my feelings. I was already kind of moody, den a fren of mind keep on disturbing me bout something tat was not true bout me. I could not stand it anymore n juz rest my head on the table n cover my ears. I never felt tat way in my life. I did not noe y diz had a great effect on myself. Thought of relieving my stress by going out wif my frenz to get my mind out of all diz. But it did not worked out coz..wen i called to inform i will b a bit late..i was scolded again. Haix..todae was a bad day for me..didn't noe wad to do. Felt quite depressed but i tink i can't take all diz forvever. I mean i have lots to think about n wif diz in my mind,it seems to be bothering me alot. I cannot get my mind of diz coz i'm treated lyk a stranger. Imagine if ur treated tat way by someone u love?? Won't it hurt u if u were given the same attention tat i got?? Haix..i donnoe. Don tink aynone would even understand how i'm feeling. Its ok den let me suffer it alone. I really hope a mirtacle would happen n change things back as per normal. I seriously can't take diz anymore. I don noe who to talk to..haiz..guess diz is wad fated to happen to me..