red is my colour

My Holiday Monday, December 25, 2006

Appreciating u Monday, December 18, 2006

It feels lyk i've known u oni yesterday.

But time passes.

N its already been 3 yrs long.

So much happen during diz period.

We quarrel,fight

And sometimes don talk

wif one another for quite a long time.

But no matter wad happens

We always solve our misunderstandings.

Tats one thing great about our friendship.

Diz wads making me not wanting to forget u.

I don care wad others may think.

But as long as our intention is good

Nothing can stop us from being friends.

How i wish tat the wonderful moments

would not go away.

I wan them kept forever in the book of our friendship.

No one will ever understand how u n i feel.

Nor will they understand y we're still friends.

Those who understand the true meaning of

friendship will noe.

How our friendship is lyk and

learn to appreciate it.

Wel diz is specially for all my secondary school friends. I'm glad tat u pple are my friend. U all are something tat i'll treasure no matter how different u are from the rest. Everyone is special in their own way. So remember tat friendships are something tat we should not abandon or misuse. Treasure ur friends lyk how u wan to be treasured.

For a fren Monday, December 18, 2006

We've been together for years already.

The fond memories tat we had together are something tat we share.

We're always there wen one needs encouragement or help.

N never fails to cheer one another up.

Wen we're together nothing can part us.

Coz its as if we're in our own world n no one can disturb us.

Its diz friendship tat u n i share.

Tat cannot be found anywhere scattered on the streets.

People may not understand why we're good friends.

As we are different in character n prinsip.

We learn to put our differences in good hands n use them well.

Everyone of us is special no matter who u are or how u look lyk.

Yes we quarrel n have misunderstanding.

But tat does not seem to make us part.

Instead it made us noe one another better n learn from our mistakes.

We always find a way to solve problems n not just put it one side.

How time flies wen we're having fun together.

If oni we could stop time den all the fun times would not go away.

Each an every moment we're together are treasured.

See how golden is diz friendship tat we share.

So my friends, i'll always remember u for who u are.

N wad we've gone through together.

Never think tat i'll abuse the friendship tat we share.

Tanx for being a GREAT fren all diz while.

Diz is specially dedicated to my best frenz..

They are...Ilma,nanaz n hmm...wel its for me to noe n for u pple to find out!

Hahax...lol..toodles.

Np Camp Thursday, December 14, 2006

Long time no updates..So wel here's an update bout camp...

The camp was a 3 day 2 nights camp.
Day 1
We did not follow exactly according to the schedule tat we had planned before the camp. We skipped lots of things and just carried on with the games. We den got scolded from our CI coz we were not organised. And they took charge of the camp the rest of the day as they want us to learn the correct way of running the camp.There was not much activity except for games the whole day. Wel aniwae i was assigned to be group ics of Group 1 and Aisyah n Shahid was wif me. Shahid did not stay long as he just replaced Jun Wei's place. Den went to help Faizah wif her group as she was alone. The games tat was played were captain ball, soccer, whacko,who are u, and much more. Then later in the afternoon they dah lunch. There were not enough food for the NCOs so we all took turns to go out n buy the food outside.Den we continued with the activities after lunch. I enjoyed seeing the cadets having fun during the game especially the game where they had to work as a team to carry the benches to reach the other end of the parade square. It was exciting to see how the groups help one another. The purpose of the game is not to see which team wins first but the team spirit in helping the other groups to reach the other end. We was happy to see tat our cadets understand wad we wan to c without telling them wad to do. They helped one another out even though they were from different gropus. During the nite we had night walk. All the NCOs was station at each check point. At each of the check point they will have to tel us different passwords before doing the forfeit n getting the next passsword for their next checkpoint. The passwords was quite complicated as we used different fruit combinations name. The point was to make the cadets confused. As if they forget the password they would have to go back to the previous check point to get the password again. I was station wif amin. We lighted the candles n placed it at four corners to inform the cadets tat they have reached the next check point. Den me n amin went to hide behind a wall so tat the cadets have to find us. I'm sure everyone enjoy it as most of them were screaming all the way. Haha..it was funny to see them scared. Den after wash up around 11 plus i tink we NCOs went to the guys place to discuss some activities. After tat we went to sleep. We girls went to on the
air-con and it was soo cold. All of us was hivering but did not bother to off the aoir-con as we were very tired. A few of us did not sleep n staye up all nite. The next day all of us were very sleepy coz we oni slept at around 2.30am onwards.

Day2
Since we were NCOs, we had to wake up before the cadets. By 5am we were already up. Went to doa little wash up den wen down to the canteen to meet the guys. Had a little discussion on the activities for the day. Afetr tat we waited for the cadets to fall in before starting PT.The Pt ran smoothly n we did noy encounter problems. We created some PT game sto get them to enjoy the PT. After tat the cadets had breakfast. They had bread n kaya with milo. The NCOs ate a slice of bread before cooking some maggi for our breakfast. I did not eat the maggi as it did not look good xoz it was kind of half cook. But the NCOs finish it up aniwae. Afetr tat we continued with some team building game sfor the cadets. The games require them to work as a team to complete the game. This enable them to learn how to wok with one another and come out with different ideas to finish the game. There were four different typr of games flip over, spider web,entangle & hand knots and dog & bone. The next activity was pioneering. This means tat the cadets had to make different gadgets and use watever knowledge they have gained. There was a little competition among th groups to see who can come out with the gadgets first. The NCOs did not have much job to do so we jusy walk around n some of us take breaks. After tat all of us had lunch. Treasure hunt was next. The cadets have to search for the paper with stars on it. Which ever group collect the most number of stars wins the game. After the game the groups were given time to disscus their gropu cheer in the hall while we NCOs had a meeting downstairs on the activity tat will be carried out at night. During the meeting something unexpected happen. Wel cant tel u people wad exactly happen as diz is a little some thing tat remain just between us NCOs and the CIs of course. During the night, we had a little game called the night topo. Its a very interesting game as the cadets will be blind folded. Its called the Prisoner Of War. The cadets will be the prisoners of course n us NCOs was the soldiers. We did not tel the cadets tat as we want to surprise them. Our sir told them tat we were sent to some where else n there will be soldiers coming in to take over us. All of us were told to change our voices so tat the cadets will not be able to recognise our voice. Everyone had to be very fierce n we cannot have pity wif the cadets. All of us was shouting all the way. From the looks of the cadets we can tel tat all of them were very frightened. As they did not know wads happening around them. Some of the cadets even cried n some wanted to run away. But we managed to control all of them as we had already disscus wen diz happens wad we must do. Along the way we made the cadets squad n crawl on the ground. It was really fun seeing how the cadets react to the ordres given to them. We could not laugh out loud as we did not wan to spoil the fun. So all of us was laughing but in a mute way. We tried to control our voivces so tat the cadets will noyt know tat we were playing wif them. The cadets then ha d to go thru obstacles tat were set up. Many of them fall but luckily no one was injured. As u can see the night topo was a very dangerous game tats y we had lots of meeting to make sure tat nothing bad will happen. N yes the night topo was a success. All of us was very happy as it was our first time doing all diz and there were no major accidents. After tat all the NCOs and the CIs got very wet. The cadets went to pour water all over us. Since it was already late in the night were we all shivering as it was very very cold. I was shivering lyk crazy and the other s can still joke around asking if we want them to hug us to make us warm. The CIs to got chased by the cadets. In the end all of us was soaking wet. So the second day was more fun then the first day. After tat the cadets went for washup followed by the NCOs. After supper the cadets went to their bunks to get some sleep. There was night duty for all of the group. The first duty starts at 1 am. The duty did not take long as we oni have to check the gates and make sure the cadets are sleeping. The CIs and some of the groups even fell asleep at the parade square. Wenit was my gropus turm for duty, i went to the canteen to ask my other friends wad to do. But then found them all sleeping. Weni wake them n talk to them they were very blur n asked me stupid questions then went back to sleep. Even my cadets were laughing seeing their NCOs reaction as they were half asleep n half awake. I den gave up talking to them then bring my group to go check the gates. After tat we sent them back to their bunks n get some rest.

Day3
Almost all of us was overslept. I woke up around 5.30am but then i didn't saw anyone else so decided to went back to sleep. THen at around 6.00am i woke up again n diz time den i realise tat i was already late. Saw some of the guys wif atikah walking outside our bunk. Den Jun Wei entered n told us to get ready n come down straight. They den went to wake up all the other cadets who were still sound asleep. After changing me n my friends went down to meet the others. Found some other guys still sleeping in the canteen. We den waited for the rest of the cadets to fall in. After tat was flag raising den the cadets had their breakfast. They oni had milo to drink. While we NCOs had nothing. But tat was okay as we did not have the mood to eat something as we were very tired. We rest while the other cadets had their breakfast. Next was area cleaning. All the cadets are assigned to do something. At each place a few NCOs will be station to watched over them. Me n Faizah did not have much to do so we decide to go to our bunk n pack up our stuff. Den went down to the canteen to see if the guys need any help. After the cleaning was done, all the NCOs had a little meeting to decide who will be the winner for the prize giving later. After disscussing we still could not decide which group should win the best cheer award as we were not in the hall wen they were presenting. We den decided to ask all the groups to cheer for us again den decide who the winner will be. Wen we gathered them all n wan to start den suddenly the cadets were told tat they need to help the school carry some new tables n chairs. So while the cadets do their work all the NCOs n CIs sit together in the canteen n started talking about wad had happened throughout the campp. All of us shared stories bout how the activities were conducted n how the cadets react to the activities tat have been carried out during the whole camp. So yes we were busy talking den the CIs share wif us their story wen they were still cadets lyk us. After tat something terrible happen. Hmm...i cannot state wad exactly happen as diz is something very personal. All our mood suddenly changed. We knew things would change n we were not ready to face it. Wen the cadets came back, we had no choice but to still continue wif the camp despite of wads happening. The cadets did not noe anything but i'm sure they saw the changes on all the NCOs face. We continued wif the prize giving while the guys was wif Mr Ng. After tat atikah started crying as she could no longer control herself. Before long most of us were already crying as we could not accept wads happening. The guys den tried to calm us down. After tat we dismissed the cadets as they were nothing else to do.All the NCOs was feeling very sad as we were the ones going thru all diz hardships. We could not believe after all diz years they are gone bcoz of some stupid things tat happened. It was very hurtful for us tat even the guys cried after all the cadets was gone. We did not know wad to do n lyk it or not we have to face the facts. There's nothing we can do to change wad is done.

From the camp i gained lots of experience sad,painful,complicated situations n more. The camp made the NCOs closer to one another n learn how to solve problems tat we encounter during the camp. All of us give support to one another wen something unexpected happen. Even though its painful we learn to accept it.The camp is fun i can say. All of us really enjoy it. The camp hold lots of wonderful memories for us. Diz memories will not be forgotten n will always stay in our minds.Wad we've gone thru is part n parcel of life. Sooner or later we will face it. Its juz a matter of time wen u will encounter them.So i think the camp have made me realise lots of things plus teaching me things which i nvr knew would happen.

Wad Luck Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Oh god..
Juz becoz of a small matter diz person made it sound as if i've done a terrible mistake.
Help me..wad am i going to do bout it...?
If oni i could turn the time i could change everything so tat it will not turn out diz way.
I'm soo running out of ideas! I've already apologies soo many times n still there's no effect on diz person.
Haiz..diz person is soo sensitive.
If any of u have any ideas PLS inform me...
Coz i seriously need ur help to solve diz problem.
I don wan bcoz of a small matter our friendship tat i have now will be destroyed.
I'm not going to give up soo easily yet.
But its eating me up slowly.
Haiz..asked few of my frenz for ideas but they too cant think of anitink.
I donnoe wad else to say to diz person.
If oni i knew tat it would turn out diz way i would not have said wad i had said.
Wel usually tat person is ok wif it wen i joke around..
But now i dunnoe y diz person can't take the joke.
Something muz have happen.
Too bad its the holidaes soo cant meet diz person.
I juz hope diz will not continue til next year.
I don wan to lose a fren lyk diz person.
Or should i say i don wan to lose any of my frenz.
Everyone is special in their on way.
So cant afford to lose anyone.
They are lyk my precious treasure.