Here's a little something...
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
We've been together for quite sometime ready..
You've always been there wen i needed someone to talk to..
Even though in the past u made mistakes tat make me lost my trust for u..
Now ur slowly gaining back my trust..
I can see tat you've change to a better person den last time..
U r more fun to b wif now..
You showed me tat u care n deserve to be my fren..
Im happy tat we're frens..
How i wish tat we will nvr part..
But i noe..tat day will come..
You've treated me wel all diz while..
N i really appreciate all tat..
Wen ur wif me im always happy n enjoyed ur 'stupid' jokes...You'll nvr noe my true feelings for u coz..
Ur always quiet n nvr wan to talk to me about how u really feel...But aniwae i don really mind tat coz ur company is already good enough...I'll nvr reveal who u are to anione coz its best tat oni i noe..Diz is juz something for me to keep...If u noe who im talking bout den its a bonus thing coz trust me i will nvr say who diz person is..The memories tat we share together will never be forgotten by me..Its something tat i'll treasure n rmbr for life..You've been great all diz while..N i really thank u for all tat..Even if u have done something bad to me..I've ready forgiven u..since ur my fren..There's no point not to foguve u..People makes mistakes n so tats y im willing to forgive..N one more thing..always remember..Wadeva happens u will nvr be forgotten as ur always be in my heart no matter wad happens..N i hope it goes the same to u too..Guess tats it for now..Ps:Ilma if u noe who im talking bout juz pretend u nvr read diz will u? N don u go telling pple who diz person is..
Back to School
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Though i was still on mc todae...
I decided to come to school as i've missed school for quite sometime...
I wasn't feeling quite alrite though..
Had a terrible pain in the head..
Maybe it was the side effect due to eating too many medicine for the past 1 week...
Wel, wen i reached school...
My frens were all soo happy to c me..
Some even could not believe tat i cam e back to school...
I was also scolded by some of them after seeing my mc..
They said tat i should rest at home n not come to school as i was still not wel....
But what to do..i already reached school..
Actually i kind of miss all of my frens tats y i came back to school...haha..
Hmm..did my usual stuff lyk buying newspapers for my friends..hehe..
I felt appreciated by my frens as they cared soo much for me..
Some of them actually walk back wen they saw me from far juz to c how i was...
One of my fren even hugged me from behind wen she entered the school without me noticing..
She was telling me how much she loved me n how worried she was for me..
So i hugged her back n thanked her for her concern..
All of them gathered around me to hear wad was wrong wif me for the past few days tat i wasn't in school..
So told them wad happened n all of them showed me tat they pitied me n wan me to rest alot..
I den asked them whether they thought tat i was in the hospital throughout the time wen i was absent..
Coz i kept receiving smses from them asking me where i was..
They told me yes they thought i was admitted..
I asked who told them tat n they all pointed to my good fren..
He juz sat down there smiling lyk an innocent person..
They really make sure tat i was alrite throughout the day..
As i was very dizzy since the start of the day..
One of my guy fren actually carried for me my things n helped me bring it to where we had to assemble..
Even though he was not in the same class as me he offered to help..
How nice of him rite?? Hmm..wel he's been my good fren for nearly for years ready...
So its normal if ur fren cares for u wad..
Den wen i was sitting at the assembly ground area waiting for the morning ceremont to start..
My classmates around me all kept asking me the same question bout wad had happened to me..
I answered all of their questions n they were quite shocked to hear wad actually happen..
After tat all of us made our way back to class...
In class since i was dizzy i didn't noticed tat the aircon directly above me was not on..
Mus den asked me if he could on the aircon..
I allowed him n he insisted tat i should inform him if i was cold so tat later he would off it..
After a few minutes, he kept on asking if i was cold..
My fren den said "Wah caring nmpk"...
Den he said "Of course lah,kate kwn"...
They all den smiled n we continued doing our stuffs....
Weh going for my MT lesson..
My head felt very dizzy til i decided to sit n wait outside the classroom for my teacher instead of standing wif the others...
Didn't noticed the pple around me till one of my fren said something..
He asked if i was ok n kind of irritate me..
As my head was spinning i didn't entertained him..
But he stand next to me n make sure tat i was ok..
Wen it was time to enter the class..
He offered to help me stand n into the class as he was worried tat i might fell down or hit something...
In the class i juz rst my head on the table..
My MT teacher did not mind as she knew i was sick..
So i copied all the work tat they did in class without even bothering wad it was all about...
Before i knew it..the class have ended n it was time for recess...
My fren asked me if i was ok n can i walked down..
Coz he could not walked wif me as he have to go for another class..
I told him i was ok n tat he should not worry..
My fren even volunteered to accompany me home later..
Haha..how sweet of them all..Love of my friends!Ps: -To my dear APPLE DUMPLING tanx sooo much for worrying bout me!
-For my good fren, appreciate all tat u have done for me!
-Hmm..for diz someone whom i juz knew..tanx sooo much for ur concern appreciate it!
-For all my other frens...i love u all..n tanx for everything!
Visit to the doc
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Haiz..yesterday was the fourth time i went to c the doc..n it was the second visit to the hospital. My condition was worsening yesterday but still went for detention after school. I was kind of bored doing nothing at home n sick n tired of swallowing the medicines. So told my parents tat my fren said tat there will be detention later in the afternoon. I den decided tat since im not doing anything at home might as well go for detention at least i can catch up a bit on wad i had miss during my absence. Some of my friends n even teachers were surprised to c me back in school as i was not in school for two days. My history teacher even asked me why did i come for detention but did not attend her tutorial class. Hmm..i juz smile at her n told her tat my medicine time clashes wif her tutorial time. She juz gave me one looked n said tat i was juz giving excuses. I juz laughed n went to sit outside the staff room for my detention. Den a few minutes later my other classmates came to join the rest of us for detention. My teacher den went to check on us. He den discovered tat he has lots of students for detention n brought us somewhere where there are plenty of space. So all of us sat there in one line. We had to study for the retest tat he will be giving us todae. My frenz den started asking me qns on why i have been absent from school for 2 days. I told them tat i was sick. They looked at me n understood wad i juz told them. They also told me tat if i have to undergo a surgery or wad i must inform them. News tat i was sick spread fast in school. Bcoz early in the morning, during lesson time i received an sms from my fren asking bout why i did not attend school. Told her i was sick tats y i dindt come. She asked me where i was, i felt kind of strange y she asked me where i was. Den i told her tat i was at home n asked her how she'd noe bout me. She den said tat one of my guy fren told her bout me. After tat den i understand y she asked me coz all of them thought tat i was admitted in the hospital. I told her not to worry bout me as if anything happen to me i'll inform them. Later in the afternoon, i received another sms from my fren. He also asked me why i was absent from school n where i was. I told him tat i was sick n im at home. He den asked me to take good care of myself n if anything i can contact him. most of my classmates was telling me yesterday tat i should not come to school the next day which means is todae coz the want me to rest n get well soon. I was so touched wif all my frens. Didn't noe they cared for me. Wel i appreciate all my frens lots.Hmm..aniwaes..wen my mum got home she went to check on me to c if i was getting better. She den discovered tat there was a lump under my lips n she asked how i was feeling. I told her tat my mouth felt more pain n it was getting kind of heavy. She said tat she will bring me to the hospital todae n asked if i can bear the pain. I told her ok and agreed wif her to bring me to the hospital. But den, rite after i finished my school work i felt something funny in my mouth n it was hurting. I asked my sis to c if anything was wrong. But she said she cannot see anything n asked me to go n ask my mum. I went out of my room n looked for my mum. Told her to check for me if there was anything wrong in my mouth. She den said tat the lump had burst n yellow liquid was coming out from it. She den called my father. They tried cleaning it up but it keeps on flowing ,ore n more. My parents den started panicking n get changed. We den took the cab to the hospital. Wen we reached there my father went to the counter to register while my mum bring me to sit n wait for my turn. Wen it was my turn, i first got to c the nurse. She took my blood pressure n donnoe wad wire she put. She cleaned up the wound a little den sent me off to c the doc. In the doctor's room, he asked my mum(lyk a stupid fool) where was the wound as he said he couldn't see it. Even wen my mum showed him where he still cannot see. He the pulled my mouth roughly. It was painful seh! He den started cleaning up my mouth. He was very rough till i almost bite his finger coz it was very2 painful n i can stand it anymore. My mum was laughing wen she saw wad i did. The doc den sent me for x-tray. After tat i had to go n c him again. He was nicer diz time round. I think bcoz he noes tat my father was not happy wif him. He told my parents tat the hospital will make an appointment for me to see the dentist as he suspect tat the swelling might caused by the infection of my tooth. he extended my mc till diz friday. Which means i have 1 week mc. He gave me something to rinse my mouth as he said tat the liquid will keep on flowing out. The medicine stinks terribly n i have difficulty putting it inside my mouth. I had no choice but to rinse it n it was very2 painful. Ps: My dear ilma tanx alot for worrying..n kau tau aje bile je nk kol aku mase aku ngah otw nk gi hospital..haha
As for Shahnaz..i'll try to come n support u during ur debate diz sun..But if i cannot make it im sorie aites my dear? But wadeva happens i'll always be wif u in ur heart there to support.. All the best to u! Im sure u can win!
FEAR
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Hmm..I have been feeling unwell for the past three days..
First my lips felt quite painful..I didnt bother bout it coz i thought it was juz a minor thing..
Den the next day i felt tat my lips felt kind of strange..
But i still went to school..
Later in the evening after i came back from school..it started swelling..
Called to inform my mum bout it...
She said tat later wen she comes home den she will see how..
Diz is not the first time had diz kind of sickness..
The first time i got it was a few years back..
N it was bcoz i was allergic to something...
But after the doc gave me some medicine...
It got better..So tat was nothing serious..
But diz time round..it was worse..
So wen my mum comes home from work..
She told me to put some ice on my lips to c if tat will help to bring the swelling down..
But the swelling did not get any better..
She den decidedto bring me to c the doc as i've got school the next day..
The doc told my mum tat she did not noe wad cause it to swell..
She den gave me some medicine to take to bring the swelling down..
As she said tat if i were to be allergic of something..the medicine would help..
So i took the medicine after tat..
Yes it did bring the swell down..
Oni for the next day...
Coz by sat the swell bigger..
I continued taking the medicine..hoping tat it would get better..
Den todae morning wen i woke up..
My lips seriously felt very uncomfortable..
Went to ask my dad..but he said its nothing..
So juz went to bath first n wait till my mom come home..
Had breakfast wif my famili once she reached home..
At the dining table..
My siz den open her mouth n ask my mum..
If she find tat i looked 'strange'...
My mum agreed wif her..
Den my dad too starts to notice the swell..
He den asked me to go n c the doc again as i did not show any sign of recovering..
So after breakfast went down to c the doc..
Diz time round it was not the same doc lyk i c tat day..
So he told me tat it is not tat i was allergic to something..
He suspected tat it must be an infection..
Den gave me some antibiotics to c if tat will help..
He also told me tat if my condition got worse he would have to refer me to the hospital..
I also got a one day mc from him..
So went back home den took the medicine..
Den i started doing my homework tat have to be submitted by tomorrow..
But i cannot concentrate on wad i was doing coz of the pain..
I den decided to take a rest n slp for a while..
But i could not get any slp..
After half an hour later..i den went back to do my work..
Wen i've completed some of the work..
My sis asked me to have lunch..
So went to the dining table to c if i can help..
Den my mum was 'staring' at me..
She asked me to come closer so tat she can have a better look at me..
She realise tat the swelling gets worst..
As now it was spreading to my nose area..
She said tat after lunch den she will bring me down again to c the doc..
So after lunch went down to c the doc again for the second time todae..
Well it was a coincidence tat wen i step into the clinic the doc was there too..
He did not went back to his room but instead went to talk to my mum..
My mum told him tat my condition was getting worse...
He den asked me to go inside his office so tat he can take acloser look at it..
Wen i sat inside there he began to examine my lips..
He told my mom tat he have to refer me to the hopsital for further treatment..
He's afraid tat i have to undergo a surgery to bring my swell down..
After hearing tat i was soo scared coz from his description wad the doc would do make me feel bad...
So he wrote a letter to state tat he was the one who referred me there..
Went home straight to change before going out to the hospital..
During the journey there i prayed hard tat i do not have to undergo the surgery..
After my mom went to register my name..
We had to sit n wait for my turn..
Before long my name was called..
Went to c the nurse to take my blood pressure before sending me to see the doc...
The doctor den told my mum tat my condition is not tat serious n i have to continue to take the medicine tat the private doc gave me..
She also gave me some medicine to help bring the swell down...
She told my mum to let me take the medicine first for a few days then after tat she will she how i respond to the medicine...
If i don get well during a period of four days..
I would have to undergo a sugery...
i'm very scared now..i don wan to go to the hospital..
Now, im juz hoping tat i can get well soon..
I don wan to miss school too much as diz yr is an important yr for me..
So i guess i have to catch up alot wen im on mc..
Hmm..tats all for now pple..gtg..wanna get some rest..=)
best in History!!
Monday, January 08, 2007
Wel..went to school yesterday..
Its not for lessons ler..
My school entered the debate competition known as 'The Arena'..
Den my dear fren shahnaz was one of the debaters..
So went down to give her some support lah..
Felt kind of lazy to go as i still have homeworks to do..
But bcoz she's my best fren...
Me n ilma decided to go...
Ilma even wore the school uniform to support LOYANG!
Hmm..it was kind of she do not wan to part from me..haha..
So..we went to meet up first under my block before heading to school...
Once we reached school gave ilma a tour around the school before going to the foyer..
Wen we gathered at the foyer to take attendance..
We were given cheer sheets to practice first so tat wen we reached there we noe wad to say..
Once the bus reached the school all of us went abroad...
In the bus all of us mind our own business..
It didn't take long to reach there as we were chatting throughout the entire journey..
All of us went to the reception counter to wait for the other teacher n VPs to arrive..
Wen everyone had arrived we make our way to the studio..
Inside we were briefed about wad we're suppose to do during the recording..
They even made us practice the cheer over n over again so tat we will not look at the sheet of paper during the recording..
Wen everything was all set...
They began recording..
We had to scream continuously for bout a few minutes at the start of the show...
Soon..the debate comp began..
There are a total of four rounds altogether...In the first two rounds my school was kind of losing...So wen we had to wait for the judges to decide who should be the winner....All of us we given break..So we used tat time to talk wif shahnaz..She came up to us..n the first thing she do is to hug us..hahaha...Den she would say "thanks so much u guys for coming.."hehe..We took some photos together n were talking non-stop..Ilma actually cried later after shahanaz had to go off to meet the other debaters...U should see how she was..it was soo touching of her...haha...Hmm..after tat we were told to go back to our places as the judges would be coing in anytime n tat recording for the result show will start soon..The atmosphere there was very tense as all of us were anxious to noe which school will make it to the quater finals...N guess wad..The good news is tat Loyang actually WINS!All of us couldn't believe our ears..Loyang actually beat RI..Its lyk soo big news n first time in our school history too!Most of us we jumping for joy especially the teachers...The moment we are out of the studio..The teachers started dialling their fons..All of them could not wait to share diz great news to everyone...So after tat we made our way back home..Me il n some of our friends did not go home by bus as shahnaz father offered to drive us home...Since the car was big it could fit all of us..They were a total of nine pple in the car...Of course it was kind of cramp at the back but its still ok coz most of us are small size..hehe...In the car the deabters kept receiving smses from teachers congratulating them for their success...All of us inside the car was soo noisy..They were very2 happy..We laughed alot too..Hmm..after tat one by one shahnaz father drop us near our house...So had a great time todae..n guess tats all for now..Still gotta complete lots of hw tats still waiting for me to touch them..hahaha..till den bubbyez...
very bz day
Friday, January 05, 2007
Wel todae..had not been a really nice day for me as i got physics test. Had to study 'last' minute as lost the notes. Den started panicking..went to ask all my classmates for the paper but the ones whom i ask all did not bring their paper..den at the end of the day finally found someone who had the paper. Went to the the bookshop to photocopy but after queing for sometime...the auntie said tat she don wan to fotostep for me. By tat time my NPCC have already started. Den i decided to go home but Shahid told me to go central first den come back. I felt lyk juz don wan 2 come back, but bcoz of some of my cadets begging me to come i decided not to go home. So after photocopying i went back to school. The programmes den ran very smoothly.
Todae after taking my physics test..i have no confidence in passing it as i forgot most of the thing tat i studied. I confirm get F9 for diz test seh...haiz..i'm soo scared..if oni i could change the time back..but wel its too late to regret. Have to face diz fact even though it hurts. Wel its reality afterall. Hmm..wel guess i should learn my lesson. I'm taking O-level diz yr so cant play2 anymore. Muz learn how to b serious diz yr coz if not i'm gonna regret my whole entire live.
Tats enough bout studies. After school got CCA orientation for the sec 1s. Was quite bz at first as we had to prepare stuff for the sec1 to see. hmm..wen the cadets have changed to their uniform we went to do uniform check. Wen everything was ok..we trained them for a while b4 the sec1s come. The sec1s den will see the cadets march n there will b a speech for them too. They den can sign up if they wanna join npcc. My job was to train those who have nothing to do. There were oni a few of them..so it was kind of easy to handle them. aniwaes i seldom get a chance to take dem alone. Coz i don hav the confidence to take them alone as the guys r always better n louder..hmm..it was fun playing wif them. They do listen to me n do as i say. Den later in the afternoon den more cadets started joining. Soon my squad became bigger. Hmm..i oni take them a while as they were pretty tired. So overall had fun todae n very tiring of coz as i was shouting..n standing most of the time...haha...hmm..guess tats it for now..toodles..=)
