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2009 have been a great year. Keep all the good memories and improve on the weak spots. A new year have begun and lets start it wif a smile. New challenges awaits. Be strong to face it. U always have your loved ones wif u. So no worries bout dat. May 2010 be a better year for everone.!
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Help Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Haiz..im soo confused. Wad should i do now? Problems comes one after another. My exams are starting real oon already. I don wan to get distracted or disturbed but den i cant control all diz. Im really worried for a fren of mine. I could not get her for diz past few days. I got to noe tat she's giving up in life. I don wan her to do anything stupid. I've been frenz wif her for so long already so i noe her. She'll do anything wen she's angry, sad or confused. I wanna help her but the thing is tat i cant get her. I've been sending her emails and she did not even reply one. i noe tat she has cried a lot. I don her to cry some more. It hurts to see a fren suffering and u not doing anything to help. Im trying my best to hlp her in facing her probz...

Apart from tat, todae my younger sis made many pple angry juz bcoz she didn't wan to study. She's been failing her tests and my grandmother is blaming me n my sis for it. She says tat we don even teach our younger sister of coz lah she fail. Its lyk not tat we don wan to teach she herself don want us to teach. Whenever we wan to teach she'll cry n scream her hearts out. Den later wen my parents get home they will scold her lyk wad wen teaching her. N now my second sis ter said she feel lyk running away from home. Coz my grandmother keeps on making a big fuss tat we all donnoe how to teach my youngest sister. She says all tat my mum noes is to shout at her. My grandma even ompared us wif our neighbour. She said tat our neighbour never scold their children wen they teach. Its lyk we close our doors so how in the world did she noe they did not scold. It soo don make sense. I don wan any of them to feel this way. I love my sis very much and at the same time i too love my grandmother. I don lyk to see them having a sad face.
I wanna try to make everyone smile and not look as if they don wan to see one another's face. I noe my sis..once she is irritated she'll juz mind her own business and wen u talk to her she will juz keep quiet or try to run away from u. Haiz..i really donnoe wad to do.

To a fren of mine... i have made a decision im no longer forcing anyone to do wad they don wan to do. I say oni once and its up to them whether they wan to listen or not. I have no more comments already. I have enough problems to think about i don wan to add more. Enough is enough. Its ur choice whether u wanna listen or not. U pple always think bout urself n not for others but for me its the other way around. If u pple never appreciate it fine im not asking u to do so aniwae. Im juz keeping quiet from now onwards..wadeva lah alrite...

I feel tat no one cares bout me..its juz tat im the one who's looking out for them and making myself look stupid. I really donnoe...sumtimes i juz feel lyk giving up..but den i noe tat its no use. It will never solve my problem..haiz..if diz is wad im suppose to face den...i dunnoe lah. I'll do my best but if pple does not appreciate den i have nothing to say. Im not gaining sympathy from anyone. Its juz tat i have to let my feelings out and diz is the oni way to do so. There's no one who will understand me. I feel lyk i wanna cry coz i donnoe how long i can stand all diz nonsense!
I'll blow up sooner or later. Aniwaes wadeca..im juz gonna continue life as it is! I have no comments...