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News Monday, July 30, 2007

Hmm..its been quite some time since i last update my blog. Wel tats bcoz i don have anytime. Most of the time im either struggling to complete my homework or busy studying for tons n tons of tests in one week. I wish i could have a break out of all diz..haiz..but den its ok..i learn how to cope wif all these stress =). Here are some updates bout wad i've gone through....

Im sooo missing the presence of my dear fren. She have been missing for quite some time n i oni got to chat wif her for a while for one time. I heard tat she's been grounded. I really wan to noe wad happen but den haiz..wqad can i do.? I've heard lots of stuff from my sis n i feel tat she's keeping sumtink away from me. Wel i don wan to force her. I tink its better for me to let time decides wen i'll noe the truth. Im also not sure if i've done anything wrong. For now i'll juz leave her alone til she feels tat she's ready to tel me everything.

Recently, i've met a new fren. Wel i find tat he's presence does make a little different. He tends to make me laugh wen im feeling alone or very irritated wif pple around me. So far i tink tat he is wonderful fren to me. Although im busy wif school i'll always find time to keep in touch wif him. Lyk i say..i'll never let my frenz feel left out. No matter wad happens i'll always try to find time to spent wif them. I have not met him yet but maybe someday wen the time is rite den i'll meet him. For now, me and him are busy wif our own work. So we'll see wen we can meet up.

As for my sch frenz, they are lyk usual very entertaining. Whenever im in school wif my good frenz we will alwyas have sumtink to laugh about. Being around pple lyk ameera,natasha,amirah,mus,shahid n amin always make me feel happy. Amirah always have sumtink to comment about and make jokes on. Even though we're stress wif sch work at times we too try to make each other feel entertain so tat we will not feel tired to continue studying. Beinga round them makes me awan to go to sch. We also always encourage each other to not give up and always try our best.

So diz are basically some daily stuffs tat i've been going through all diz while. Hmm..i guess tats it for now yeah..til den bubbye..

Harry Porter Saturday, July 14, 2007

Went out to watch a movie wif my frenz n family. The movie was HARY PORTER. I went out early wif my frenz first. We went to city hall first n stroll around the esplanade. We also saw the NDP preview. We sat down and took some photos. After a while we decided to go and walk around to let the time pass. N we took more photos..haha. At arnd 4 we decided to make our way to orchard where we meet my family members n few of our other frenz. Wen we reached there, i received an sms from the guys tat they're going to be a bit late n asked us to wait for them. They told me tat they were still at PR mrt. Me n my frenz reaction was tat 'wad the?'. My parents den went in into the theathre first whille we wait for the guys. The show was going to start in about a few minutes time. We decided to go in first and wen the reached here den i'll go out and meet dem. Wen the movie have started for about 15 min. Then i received a call from one of them.He told me to meet him outside. I went out and waited for him. He came alone n asked me for the ticket. He asked me to go in first while he waited for the rest of the boys. Wen we were watching the movie. I saw the three of them sneaking in. I knew tat they were 'lost' bcoz i saw them standing at the back. They tried using the fon lights to signal to me. I called one of them n gave dem directions to how to find us. I guided them using my fon lights. N of coz they finally found us. We watched the movie til the end. Before the lights went on the three of them had already gone. Wel i didn't mind coz i noe tat they did not wan to meet my parents. I receive a call n they told me tat they went off first n tanx for the movie. Me n the others denwent to KFC to have dinner. Tat is where NAt met her nightmare.! HAha! The three of us laughed wen we saw who it was. She was trying her best to ignore n she cannot stop laughing.! After dinner we take a walk at Far East Plaza before making our way home. I had fun wif them as we were always laughing away. Lots of funny things happen along the way. We enjoyed each other's company. The funny thing was tat me n my frenz all wore black except Ameera. The guys too were wearing the same colour as us.! Ameera was the odd one out! Haha! Wel tat is for now..tatz..

Life Friday, July 13, 2007

Life is always full of surprises isn't it.? SOmetimes they're pleasant n sometimes it's not. I've always told myself tat no matter wad happens im gonna stay strong. I've seen pple who changes overtime. Some change to be gd while others juz became worse. It's ur own choice wad u wanna be. As for me, im nt going to change for something bad as it will nvr benefit me. I wan to be a role model for my cousins and sisters. I don wan them to get a bad influence wif the wrong grp of frenz. I noe they changed bcoz they cannot cope wif problems. Which human being does not have problems.? It's juz a matter of how u wan to handle it. We cannot choose where to be born bt even though if we come from a bad family background its our decision to choose who we wan to become. Ur actions today determine who u are in the future. Think before u do so tat u'll nvr regret it. I'll always try my best to help my love ones. I don wan to c them suffer later. It hurts wen u c tat the pple ur close too are suffering from problems tat they got themselves into. I wont give up hope in them at all in fact i wan to be there wen they need some company. Although yes sometimes im hurt wif they actions towards me which sometime i find it rude. Bt if i have to get along wif them the hard way be it. Im nt gonna let something bad destroy their future. I care lots for the ppl around me. I juz hope tat they'll appreciate me. However, my patience too have limits u noe. Doesn't me im kind towards u tat does nt mean u can abuse it. I oso have feelings. I'll awalys try to understand ur feelings n make sure tat ur not hurt. If i've done anything wrong which i don realise pls tel me. Or if u don lyk my way juz come up to me n tel me straight. I don mind all tat coz knowing the truth is better den keeping it away. I can be ur greatest fren ever if u noe how to treasure me. Bt i oso can be ur worst nightmare if u force me to do so. Remember u always have a choice of who u wanna be. Don make a choice tat will destroy u in the future...

Ps:-To my dear frenz..wen u have problems pls don ever give up. There's always a solution

to everything.

-Wen u need me im always here to talk to. Feel free to come to me wen u have

problems.

Oral! Thursday, July 05, 2007

Yesterday i had my Mt O-level oral.! The topic was not hard..it was on animals. I could answer all the questions bt den i oso had problems translating eng towards to mly.! At some point of time the examiner helped me wen i didn't noe wad to say. N the funny thing was tat wen she asked if i have a choice on wad animal i wanna keep wad will it be..i said mouse.! Haha..actually i wanted to say hamster bt den i didn't noe wad its called in mly.! Hehe..

The examiner was quite surprised wen she hears tat. She laughed a liitle and smile. She told me it was interesting and was interested to hear more. At tat time i felt so lyk i dunnoe how to describe...haha. Hmm..after tat she asked if i have anything else to say. I said no den she say alrite i can leave. I felt soo relieved after tat. Mt oral is finally over.! Wuhoo.!