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2009 have been a great year. Keep all the good memories and improve on the weak spots. A new year have begun and lets start it wif a smile. New challenges awaits. Be strong to face it. U always have your loved ones wif u. So no worries bout dat. May 2010 be a better year for everone.!
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Sunday, August 12, 2007
A puzzle Sunday, August 12, 2007

Sometimes i juz wonder why do i have to face all diz. No one tat i knew face diz kind of problem..haiz..maybe its juz fate. Its really hard for me to face diz all at one time. But no matter wad i wont let anyone see my sorrows.
I thought tat i was lucky to meet u and u becoming one of my fren. But den diz few days..u left me wif so many qns unanswered. Wads the meaning behind all diz.? I really don understand. I don noe how to tel u but u've brighten up my days since i noe u. I've tried my best to make u happy and not to hurt ur feelings. Maybe i juz havent noe u yet. But wadeva ur hiding from me i hope someday i will noe wad it is. U make me worried wen u went 'missing' for a while. I thought tat sumtink bad had happen. Wel i dunnoe but i tink ur acting cold towards me now. Have i done anything wrong.? Wel if there is im sorie. Haiz..i have no idea how my feelings are to u. I wish i have the ans to it. Wel it may seem tat im treating u as if ur someone special. But for ur info all my frenz are treated in the same way. Each and evryone of my frenz are special to me so its normal for me to worry a lot if sumtink is not rite. If oni i knew the solution for evry problem..wouldn't it be great.? Wel tat oni happen in dreams i guess..haiz.
Ps: I don ever wan to loose u coz i'll be very2 sad if tat happens...haiz..




Friday, August 03, 2007
LOsing Friday, August 03, 2007

My grandma had juz pass away. It came as a shock to me. Tat day i juz visited her wen we were told tat she was not feeling well. She looks alrite at tat time. But den..yesterday morning i was told tat my grandma was really sick. I didn't noe how serious it was. Told my mum to sms me if anything happen. Den after school i receiveda cal from her. She told me not to attend my extra class and go home to take my sis to the hospital. She also said tat my grandma was in the ICU. Once i told my teacher..i went home straight, changed and headed for the hospital. We took a cab there. Met my mum downstairs and den brought us to the ICU. Wen we reached there the doc was talking to the rest of my aunts and uncles. After tat i saw them crying. The doctor said tat my grandma's heart had stopped and they are trying to make it work gain. Most of them cried. I was so scared wen i heard tat news. We payed hard hoping tat for the better. The doctor came out and told us tat her heart have continued beating but at a very slow rate. They will try their best to make her better. She den went into a coma. We were told tat they could not do anything else and its all up to her to fight. After a few hours the doc called the adults to come in and looked at her. Not long after tat we my cousins and i was called in by my unlcle. He told us to hurry. Wen i saw my grandma's condition my eyes were filled with tears. She really looked as if she was in great pain. We were told to kiss her and talked to her. Even though she cannot hear us..we did as we were told. Tat was wen i knew tat sumtink was gonna happen. the docyor den asked us to wait outside. After a waiting for quite sometime, we were called in again. Diz time round is to c my grandma for the last time before she's gone. I saw the machine which shows her heartbeat. It was really weak already. It was slowly reducing to zero. All of us cried at the sight of her suffering in pain. The faster the machine beeps the more we cried. We wacthed her til her last breath. The doctor apologise as he could not save her. But we knew tat diz is fate n we have to accept it. Although its hard for all of us we tried to be strong.
Ps: To my dear frenz...tanx for being there for me and supporting me wif words of encouragement. Im really touched by ur concern. I'll try to be strong in facing diz...