Hidden meaning
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Words are easy to be said
But they're hard to keep
So don ever play wif them
If u don wan to get caught wif it!
Some juz don understand
n misuse it
If u don wan pple to be hurt
Watch wad u say
U never noe wad it may cause
Don regret wad u have said
There's no point
Words can never be taken back!
Enuf
Friday, September 07, 2007
I had enuf of pple taking advantage over me. I may be nice at tymes but y muz everyone take advantage of tat. I too have feelings u noe. Pple always say wad they lyk never thinking of the consequences. Sometimes i think tat these ple are stupid. Got brain don wan to use. Den 4 wad have them rite. I have mine and i use it wel. i always tel myself tat i must take care of how others feel n not juz say words without thinking. Im a kind of person who cannot see others sad. I will do anything to help even though it hurts me. Im use to it. For me..if i hurt my frenz its the same thing as im hurting myself. I don believe in revenge n making others pay for wad bad they have done to me. I am always willing to forgive them. Coz everyone makes a mistake n deserve a second chance. But den some pple juz take advantage of my kindness to them. They think tat they can play arnd wif me as if i have no feelings. I take care of pple feelings n yet diz is wad i receive in return. Of coz i don expect pple to treat me the same way as i treat them. But at least have some respect for me. I sometimes don understand why does it always have to be me facing all diz unusual probs..why cant i be happy always lyk most pple. Most of the tyme i will be thinking of how to help someone or how to solve my probz. It not fair. But i put tat all aside til after my O-level. Don wan to fail diz major examintaion bcoz of some stupid stuff. Im not gonna let anything get into my way to score wel.! I'll try my very best to stay strong. N wif the presence of my love ones lyk my frenz and families im sure i can overcome all diz...
Ps: I may look happy on the outside but u nvr noe how i feel in the inside...
Prelims
Monday, September 03, 2007
Prelims have started..which means O-level is not tat very far away. Im feeling very scared. I hope tat i can pass wif flying colours. Been very busy lately wif the revisions. Almost everyday me n my frenz would meet up to study together. Wel we go out to study bcoz if study at home..there are soo many distractions tat we cannot concentrate. There are soo many things for me to memorise. I hope i don get the facts all mix up.! Haha..wel it looks lyk i don have alot of tyme to enjoy lyk always. Now i wan to concentrate on my studies first. After my O-level den i can think bout the things tat i wanna do during the free tyme. But even so, no matter how busy i am, i will find the tyme to spend wif my love ones of coz. They are the ones who always support me in times of need. Diz ppl are of coz my frenz n families. Without them my life will not be filled wif colours. I thank them for their concern for me all diz while. I guess tat it for now..need to go and continue wif my studies don wan to fail my exams.!
Kenangan
Sunday, September 02, 2007
Todae met a fren of mine whom i have juz noe recently.Wel..i did not kind of talk much coz i was still 'blom biase lagik'. So tat fren of mine did the talking the most. It may seem as if i don wan to talk but the fact is tat words juz couldn't come out of my mouth..which i have no idea y. Hmm..did not quite hang around wif him for a long tyme. I had to ans soo many cals n have to go back to my aunt's work place to take sumtink from her. At first, i did not wan to take coz there were soo many things for me to carry. He den asked me to juz go and take and said tat he will help me pack the things. Wen i came back..he had finished packing the things tat my aunt gave me earlier n was neatly arranged. He accompanied me to the bus stop and waited for the bus wif me. He also helped to carry my things. We waited for the bus and chatted. I was tricked quite a number of tyme by him. But den i don mind as no joke no fun. After waiting for some time i board the bus and went to meet up wif my parents first den my frenz. I had to meet my teacher as we wanted to study for our exams wif her. N i find tat the tyme we spent todae was worth it. I had fun and at the same tyme learned somthing too. After we studied my mum brought me out to get some new clothes. At first i didn't wan coz i was soo tired and my legs was hurting terribly. I did not wan to disappoint her so i agreed. We reached home at around 9pm. I slept early as i was sooo tired and i could not stand the pain. I fell asleep halfway wen i was smsing. Wel i did not did it on purpose. Its juz dat i was soo tired tat i did not realise i was asleep. Wen i realised tat there was a msg it was about one hour later after the msg was sent. N dat fren of mine was already aslp as i sent a msg to check whether he was awake. I den put my fon aside wen i was sure there is no more incoming msg. Wel i juz hope tat wad happen todae will not be the end of everything..
Ps: Hope u understand the situation..
