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2009 have been a great year. Keep all the good memories and improve on the weak spots. A new year have begun and lets start it wif a smile. New challenges awaits. Be strong to face it. U always have your loved ones wif u. So no worries bout dat. May 2010 be a better year for everone.!
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Friday, November 30, 2007
My dear fren Friday, November 30, 2007

Its been such a long tyme since i last talked to u. Now it seems tat ur gone. I've been trying to contact u but juz cant reach u. Haiz..none of my msgs u replied. I wan to noe the reason y. ? Are u dat bz dat u don even have tyme to spent wif me even for an hour. Somehow i feel dat u have changed. Ur nt the person whom i use to noe. Last tyme we were lyk soo close n even if ur bz u would send me an email to inform me bout it. Where's the old u dat i noe of. Frm last tyme i have predicted dat all diz would happen. N yeah..my feelings were ryte. Did i do anything wrong.? Some times i juz wonder, y muz u change into a totally new person. Wen im wif u i feel lyk i don really noe the 'new' u. Haiz..how i wish dat the memories of the past will nt be gone..

I miss the tyme we use to spend joking wif each other. N can talk almost about anything. Maybe its due to tyme dat we're lyk diz. Wel i understand dat u r bz wif sumtink else. its ok..wen u feel dat u wan to talk to me den juz ring me. If nt im oso fine wif it. im no one to force u to talk to me even wen u don wan to. As tyme pass things change. So i guess i juz have to accept diz. Bt no matter wad happen u will alwys be a fren of mine in my book of memories. The good tymes we had will nvr be forgotten. Its sumtink nice for me to keep n remember. Wen im bored i can open dat book of mine n look at the things tat i use to enjoy wif u. In the mean time, i hope tat ur happy wif ur life now. As for me, i will try n adapt to the surroundings dat have change....

Ps: Diz person whom i referring to is nt a guy..don get the wrong idea.




Friday, November 09, 2007
Friday, November 09, 2007

I juz don noe wad i should do now. Im really hurt by wif the words tat was said to me. I nvr teach her to be lyk diz. I wan the old sister tat i use to noe. Now i no longer see her true self. She's lyk a stranger to me. I don even noe my own sister. It hurts me to c her diz way. Sometimes i really wonder..wad wrong have i done to her.? Did i nt teach her wel.? Have i failed as a sister.? I juz wish tat i have the solution to all diz. Im always the one who faces diz kind of problems. Wen will i live happily without facing any problems. Even so, i always tel myself. I have to be strong in facing all diz. I should never give up. There's always a solution to everything. I juz havent find the rite solution to diz problem. I really hope tat i can help my sister. I don wan her to be spoilt. I really love her. I donnoe wad i should do. Should i tel my parents the truth so dat they can help her. Or should i juz stay quiet n let them find out themselves.? I don wan my sis to loose trust in me. Im the oni one she always look for wen she needs someone to talk to. Oh god pls let me stay strong in helping her n facing all those rude remarks dat she always throw to me. Show me the way tat i should take to bring her back to the rite path. I don wan her to turn into someone who doesn't noe the diff between rite n wrong. Every day i pray tat one day my sister would change herself n realise tat all diz is ruining her life. She has a feeling of hatred inside of her. Til dat exist within her i cant do much to help. She always make me cry thinking wad i should do next.I don wan to be seen as someone who is weak. Pple always thought tat im a very happy person. Yes im happy but den in my happiness i have problems tat need an answer. I never show my weakness to anyone. Its difficult ofr pple to actually realise tat im facing problems. Coz im always happy n smiling most of the tyme. I don wan to burden anyone wif my probs. So therefore, i don find it fair throwing my probs at other pple and throwing my anger on pple who are nt in the wrong. I noe how to differenciate things. I juz really hope dat one day i'll find an answer. N i'll always be patient in facing my sister. I noe she cannot be handle in a harsh way coz it would oni make the situation worse.