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2009 have been a great year. Keep all the good memories and improve on the weak spots. A new year have begun and lets start it wif a smile. New challenges awaits. Be strong to face it. U always have your loved ones wif u. So no worries bout dat. May 2010 be a better year for everone.!
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Friday, November 09, 2007
Friday, November 09, 2007

I juz don noe wad i should do now. Im really hurt by wif the words tat was said to me. I nvr teach her to be lyk diz. I wan the old sister tat i use to noe. Now i no longer see her true self. She's lyk a stranger to me. I don even noe my own sister. It hurts me to c her diz way. Sometimes i really wonder..wad wrong have i done to her.? Did i nt teach her wel.? Have i failed as a sister.? I juz wish tat i have the solution to all diz. Im always the one who faces diz kind of problems. Wen will i live happily without facing any problems. Even so, i always tel myself. I have to be strong in facing all diz. I should never give up. There's always a solution to everything. I juz havent find the rite solution to diz problem. I really hope tat i can help my sister. I don wan her to be spoilt. I really love her. I donnoe wad i should do. Should i tel my parents the truth so dat they can help her. Or should i juz stay quiet n let them find out themselves.? I don wan my sis to loose trust in me. Im the oni one she always look for wen she needs someone to talk to. Oh god pls let me stay strong in helping her n facing all those rude remarks dat she always throw to me. Show me the way tat i should take to bring her back to the rite path. I don wan her to turn into someone who doesn't noe the diff between rite n wrong. Every day i pray tat one day my sister would change herself n realise tat all diz is ruining her life. She has a feeling of hatred inside of her. Til dat exist within her i cant do much to help. She always make me cry thinking wad i should do next.I don wan to be seen as someone who is weak. Pple always thought tat im a very happy person. Yes im happy but den in my happiness i have problems tat need an answer. I never show my weakness to anyone. Its difficult ofr pple to actually realise tat im facing problems. Coz im always happy n smiling most of the tyme. I don wan to burden anyone wif my probs. So therefore, i don find it fair throwing my probs at other pple and throwing my anger on pple who are nt in the wrong. I noe how to differenciate things. I juz really hope dat one day i'll find an answer. N i'll always be patient in facing my sister. I noe she cannot be handle in a harsh way coz it would oni make the situation worse.