Monday, December 03, 2007
One by one u pple leave. One is going away for a holiday, the other migrating soon n one more nt responding at all. Im soooo gonna be damn bored alone. I hope my other fren's comp will be repaired soon. At least she can still entertain me. Haiz..i juz don understand. Y muz all my love ones go. N im still waiting for a response frm my dear fren. I dunnoe how long i must wait. But for sure i'll keep on waiting until i noe the answer. I guess all the good things wont be arnd for long. Some day it will go away without u expecting it. Memories of the old days are such wonderful things. It will forever be a memory as it will nt repeat again coz pple change overtyme. I wonder don they have any feeelings.? Didnt they think bout the consequence of their action.? Haiz..maybe i muz nt get too close wif the pple arnd me so tat wen they leave, i'll nt be tat affected. My days are slowly turning to be very empty. I juz wish tat i'll be able to be happy. I've suffered soo much. I may seem very happy and easygoing, but one thing pple don noe is the kind of problems tat im facing. I never show my problems or let my feelings out. I believe tat every problem has a solution n i should nt think bout it too much. Its juz a matter of tyme b4 everything will be over. I wan to be free frm all diz probs dat pple are giving me. I don find trouble, they come without me knowing it. I'll be waiting for the day where i can realy enjoy myself n be wif my love ones without getting hurt by anyone. Coz for myself i always try to make pple happy n not make them sad thinking of the prob tat i give them. For now my oni solution is to let tyme decide wads gonna happen next. I don have the power to decide wad i wan coz wenever i make a plan it is always rearranged. The best way is to accept wadeva fate has install for me. By then i'll be ready to face the challenges ahead.
Name: Nur Farhanah
Age : 18 yrs old
Fana for short with 8th-teen years of bygones.
Ordinary but rare. Am easy to get personally acquainted with.
Loves the Fs- Family, Friends and Favourites.
Chocolates are considered my bestfriends.
Counselling is my helping hand.
No doubt I'm enjoying my life though it's filled with obstacles; it's simply lovable.
I ain't artificial to myself; I'm just living under my own skin.
Had been painting my life with colours and will definitely keep it up.
Reach me if you need me(: