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2009 have been a great year. Keep all the good memories and improve on the weak spots. A new year have begun and lets start it wif a smile. New challenges awaits. Be strong to face it. U always have your loved ones wif u. So no worries bout dat. May 2010 be a better year for everone.!
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Friday, March 28, 2008
Friday, March 28, 2008

"I may seemed happy but deep down inside me im nt as wad u see.."

I've got to admit dat diz past few days have been real hard for me. I have tried to keep myself frm writing about it. Although i have been out wif frenz for the past days, n u pple see me smile but one thing dat u don noe is dat i have a prob. I seriously dunnoe how long it will last. N i cant seem to tel anyone bout it. Its really personal n u will be shock if u here it. Haiz....

Some of u may have notice it wen i changed my nick name at msn. Oni through words can i express my feelings. I cant seem to tel anyone bout diz coz i will cry if i do so. Yes, im stressed n dunnoe wad to do. But den at the momonet i can still manage it myself. Actually, i feel lyk talking to someone but den the words cant seem to come out of my mouth. Its as if there is a barrier. I wanna cry out loud but i cant. N yeah, i noe some of u are copncern bout me. Don worry lah. U noe me, i always will be ok no matter wad happens. Wen do u see me cry in front of u? Or get angry for no reason.? Never ryte.? Im good at hiding those feelings..=)

I juz wanna thank my frenz who have been asking me bout wad happen. Thanx soo much for being concern bout me. I appreciate it. i'll tel u about it wen i feel dat im ready to do so. I'll drop a few hints here n there. But seriously, the prob dat im facing is really personal. I really hope dat wen i wan to talk to any of u, u pple will be there to listen to it. Coz i noe i can never keep it alone for a long tyme. It will eventually make me crazy. For the tyme being juz let me cry by myself n try to heal my own wound......