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2009 have been a great year. Keep all the good memories and improve on the weak spots. A new year have begun and lets start it wif a smile. New challenges awaits. Be strong to face it. U always have your loved ones wif u. So no worries bout dat. May 2010 be a better year for everone.!
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Wednesday, September 24, 2008

I baked cookies today. Its for family diz tyme round n not for others. Lucky enuf i didnt get any blisters coz i used my bare hands to do it. HAha. Don worry my nails are short.! Dats why i have the confident to use my hands. HAha. N grandma helps me out todae. So yeah im nt as tired as im suppose to be tanx to my dearest grandmother. Haha.

I spent the rest of my tyme reading the book. I was getting to the best part already dats y i couldnt stop continuing it. My eyes are hurting for sure due to the continuous reading. Haha. N yerp todae, i still have no mood to eat. I can bet u if sis didnt force me to eat wif her, i wont eat anything today. My mood for food havent come back yet. Wonder until wen will i be lyk diz. I don wan to loose more weight. Im aware for the fact dat im already slim enuf. Due to lack of energy, my head easily gets dizzy n i will have diz blur vision b4 it goes back to normal. Im kind of use to it bt a little irritated as well. Let'sjuz forget bout dat.

One nice thing dat happen today was dat.....my FRENZ came by.! HAha. Eera wanted to take her fren's order frm my place n she 'dragged' irah along. I was soo happy to c them. N as always my 'grp' is nvr complete. There will always be 1 missing. N in diz case, it was nat who was nt wif us. Irah reached first at my place. We chatted n laughed while waiting for eera. Nt loong after dat, eera joined in the fun. The 3 of us were in a slacking position at my sofa n bz sharing our stories. Irah gt a few calls which made her quite frust i guess coz she couldnt fully concentrate on wad me n eera were talking. HAha. The 2 of us turned to her n said, " Dah lambat..haha..repeat telecast nanti mlm.!". N irah was forcing us to repeat. Being a gd fren we did. HAha. Although the tyme we spent together was short. I enjoy their company. Im sooo hoping dat we can spent more tyme together the next tyme. N wonder wen the next tyme will be yeah.? HAha. Let's juz hope it will be soon.!

A qn asked by eera sent my mind a little thinking. Wen i tink back..its true i nvr told anyone who i like. HAha. No offence yeah frenz. Wel its nt as if i nvr liked anyone. Maybe i do, bt everytyme i'll get hurt wen i realise dem. So i've decided to juz wait for the right tyme n person to come by. Experinces dat i have in the past have thought me enuf. Most of them are nt sweet. To be truthful, i've gone through more den wad im suppose to. N i don tink i shared wif anyone the whole story. Even i myself have forgotten it i guess. Oni wen some qns are asked of seemed familiar den it will trigger my old memories again. So far guys in my past all hurt me lots. Okay maybe nt all. Bt im tired of all diz. Dats why if some of u realise i havent found new frenz yet. Coz i've been taking a very loong break frm all diz. HAha. Bt i guess if there are pple now who wans to make frenz wif me. Im prepared to face the worst. So if any of u wan give me new frenz i welcome dem..haha. For sure i wont find them myself..haha. Even after all those painful oncidents i came across, i nvr felt weak. Coz i noe i have to be firm n move on. N yerp, dats y some of u nvr noticed wen im really hurt. Coz i don show..haha.


Tomorrow is one day dat i nvr looked forward to. Another visit to the hospital. Haiz. Im hoping real hard dat its gonna be my last trip there. So do pray for me dat everything will turn out juz fine yeah.? My fingers are crossed.! I dunno why, im always nervous wen i have to visit docs n esp hospitals...coz dat have been the place for me since i was young. Mom always say dat im an expensive daughter..haha. I nvr fail to bring 'problems' during my growing up life frm baby til becoming a teenager....

"Wen u decide to do or accept something, make sure ur up for the challenge of the consequences dat might happen later. If u tink ur nt ready for something, den don take the risk. Trust me it will hurt lots later wen u cant handle it..."