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2009 have been a great year. Keep all the good memories and improve on the weak spots. A new year have begun and lets start it wif a smile. New challenges awaits. Be strong to face it. U always have your loved ones wif u. So no worries bout dat. May 2010 be a better year for everone.!
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Saturday, November 29, 2008
Saturday, November 29, 2008

Weekends. I was hoping dat i will have some fun. Bt it turned out to be a disaster. Our planned was canceled. HAiz. Let me begin lah frm the start...

Morning was as per normal. I woke up late today n was shocked to c the tyme. I was late to take my med. Bt who cares lor. Gt dressed den had to go buy things. Later accompanied mom to buy some grocery. I saw CHOCOLATES.! Haha..it really tempts me.! Bt mom will scream if i buy them. She always says i eat too much choccholate. N some more its lyk oni once a yr they sell diz kind of chocholate combination. I sooo wanna get it for myself.! Haha. Mom cant say anything if its already in the fridge wad.! HAha...

Den later wen i gt home, heard laughters which was super loud. Guess who.? It was my little sis n my neighbour who came over to play. =_= Its been soo long since i see him. HAha. He is always as hyper. We had lunch n so on. Den after resting, mom asked to go changed coz she wanna bring us out to the new reservoir at marina there. I heard it was super nice.! So was kind of looking forward to it lah.

It was den dat 'disaster' strike.! Sis made probs n ended up upsetting everyone. So my parents decided to cancel the plan instead.! We were all dressed oready den have to change back. HAiz. N the sad thing was my little sis doesnt even noe wads happening. To tel u the truth. I wasnt strong to c wad was going on. Deep down inside me, i was crying. I couldnt bear to c all diz. Bt wad can i do.? Ntg..haiz. I tried keeping myself occupied by doing sch work. Bt it doesnt really help. I wanna share it wif someone bt i scared i'll juz end up crying later. I dunno wad to do. Things are gonna be diff frm now i guess.? Oh god, i hope im strong enuf. I have to be..its nt a choice.

Furthermore, one of my fren is really showing the change. Its nt really bothering me lah. Bt its a gd fren of mine who is kind of affected. i tried to help lah. Bt it seems dat ntg is working. I wont be able to sort things out. Haiz. Changes are fine bt den wad bout those arnd u.? Wanna put it all behind.? I dunno. I'll tink of something lah. Currently, my head is starting to spin again. I gotta get some rest b4 someone scolds me.

Anw yesterday night, i thought i could stay up late coz gt no one to 'scold' or 'lect' me. The usuals were away dats y. Bt i was wrong. Sheesh. Diz person suddenly tegur me n we chatted. N i was 'lecture' lor. So i gave up n decided to go to slp. Okay2 i noe u all cared. Tanx.!

Ps: I hate diz feeling.! I juz wan things to be normal..........