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2009 have been a great year. Keep all the good memories and improve on the weak spots. A new year have begun and lets start it wif a smile. New challenges awaits. Be strong to face it. U always have your loved ones wif u. So no worries bout dat. May 2010 be a better year for everone.!
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Friday, May 08, 2009
Friday, May 08, 2009

ONE OF THE WORST DAYS DAT I HAVE ! I HATE IT..IM SORIE.

Wanna noe why i say dat.? Coz lots of 'nt nice' things happen ! Got soo many drama sia ! Argh. Of coz there is some gd things bt i'll talk bout it later. Firstly, i lost my voice since morning ! Best or wad right. I guess dats still nt dat bad. Secondly, while we were almost finishing our MODANI assignment something happen. Dats wen all the chaos start. Thirdly, the pple at sports hall were angry !

As for my voice, i already felt sick frm yesterday oready. Bt didnt expect me to sound so weird today. Its hard communictaing. Coz they cant seem to hear or understand wad i wanna say. Zzz. So i had to talk slowly n softly. My throat feels terrible.!

Den as for the second one, wt realise dat his bag was missing. All of us helped him looked. We even asked arnd to see if anyone saw his back. He panic n went to search almost everywhere he can tink of. Pity him man. Bt den later, we gt to noe dat it was inside emmer's bag. Dats wen the real drama start. Nt gonna elaborate alot. Bt for sure they were'nt happy bout it. I juz hate to see pple quarrelling.

Due to dat, we spend quite some time trying to sort things out. They den decided nt to join the rest at sports hall. By den we were oni left wif 30 mins. Since i already say dat i'll join them i decided to juz go even though it was late. So pris accompanied me there. N wen we reached there. I could sense the atmosphere was bad. No need say i can tell oready. I didnt noe wad to do. So i juz sit n watch. Wanted to join them play. Bt den seeing their face like dat i very scared.

Later jing quan told me n pris dat since we were late we should have juz gone home n no need come. Coz edwin was already mad. I felt like..erm..i dunnoe how to say lah. I mean..its nt as if i want all diz to happen. I did try to make it. Bt den wen i was done wif my work the others still need help to do their assignment. I couldnt juz leave them like dat right.? Coz we have to subit it by tue n mon lab is being used. So die die must do today. Guess i cant make everyone happy. Haiz.

After i heard wad jing quan told me, i decided to juz leave. I was feeling unwell n my voice sucks. So i cant speak. I didnt noe wad to do next. Leaving looks like the easier way out. Im nt ready to start another misunderstanding. Like i say..i don like to quarrel. I told mac i'll juz leave coz i don wanna get scolded. Nt at dat point of time. Bt if anybody wan to scold me now or wad..i'll accept it. Otw out, saw edwin..walked pass him n he didnt even look. Haiz. guess he is juz super angry lah. I seriously dunno wad to do. Honestly im scared.

Took bus home. There is soo many things happening for the pass few days. N now diz.? My mind can go crazy if diz continues. Diz few weeks have been bad for me. HAiyo. I sure hope the misunderstanding will clear up soon. I don like to see us like diz. It sure feels very wrong.! N im nt planning to get well coz i tink making myself more sick makes me feel better. I hate diz, i really do. N im super sorie if i made any mistakes. I truely am.

Ps: Im scared..haiz.

Anw congrats to irwan for passing his btt.! (: