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2009 have been a great year. Keep all the good memories and improve on the weak spots. A new year have begun and lets start it wif a smile. New challenges awaits. Be strong to face it. U always have your loved ones wif u. So no worries bout dat. May 2010 be a better year for everone.!
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Thursday, October 01, 2009
Thursday, October 01, 2009

To others it might be a wonderful day spent. Bt for me, i spent the whole time worrying n feeling scared. Haiz..yes i noe im wrong for hiding the truth bt wad can i do. I truely feel bad. I really didnt mean any harm. Maybe i may looked kinda relaxed bt inside i wasnt. I really didnt noe how to react. Haiz..if oni i could turn back the time i will. Its been really a long time since i cry diz much. I tried to stop bt tears juz kept flowing in the end i gave up. Lucky im alone in my room n mom doesnt talk to sis online today. So yeah nobody can see how i look like.

I really don like to lie to pple n wen i do it disturbs me alot. I noe it would turn bad bt didnt noe diz bad. Haiz. I wanna let it all out bt who will listen n understand me..? Keeping stuffs inside for long time is really hard. I thought it will pass bt guess it nvr will..? To those who dont noe wad im talking bout pls don ask. I dont have the courage to say it all out all over again. Enuf is enuf. Maybe its fated dat i'll suffer diz way alone without pple knowing. Its okay luh maybe diz is wad someone gets for lying to a fren. If ur nt talking to me ever again i dont force u..im at fault i noe. N im truely sorry...

Ps: U noe how much i treasure my friendship..haiz..