Life has been really hard in major project. The first 2 days of the week was great coz the person who always sit behind us wasn’t in sch(: Which was wonderful. Slacking is soo fun and time flies fast sia. So yeah whole day fb-ing, talking and playing.Then the next day..bf came down to accompany me in sch. He brought his laptop so we watched 2 movies(: Nice can consider doing dat often. HAhas(: Den later after sch we went out for awhile b4 sending me home. Wen else I have the luxury of clocking out > home.? Instead of clocking out > Go back to lab do work > den go back home. Zzz. Sad life right..? Wad to do have to bear wif it….
So yeah he came back yesterday. It wasn’t any fun luh of course. I redo my cam scene coz it was rejected again. Haiz. Wen I ask for ideas nobody help. Den wen I do u don like..wad is diz man. Who not stress right. Once done we went off for lunch but b4 dat help khai, fawwaz and jun li to carry stuff up to concourse. After lunch slack for awhile more b4 changing to go play sports. Oh ya..i forgot to mention dat vikita n pris gave me part of their lunch sia. I went to take folk coz I drop mine wen I was eating. Den wen I came back my food was like the original size wen I order -.- They say coz my food very little. Such nice frenz right.? Den threaten to throw rice at me if I don finish. HAha. Wad a wonderful way to force me eat huh. Anyhoots we proceed wif playing sports. Initially Fiona n keith ban me frm playing coz last week I injured my finger n it still haven’t recover fully. Pris n vikita agreed. But end up I still play coz not enuf pple. HAhas. I was careful okay didn’t get injured(: Happy me ! We stopped wen got pple taking NAFA.? HAha. I don’t noe how to spell. Lols.
Den later I sit down one corner watch them play around. Suddenly I feel something hard hit the left side of my face ! Pain like mad luh. For a moment I felt as if my whole head flew away. I didn’t realize dat I was in sports hall til someone knock sense into me. I was stunned wen it happen. I also didn’t realize dat I actually cry luh sia ! I oni noe it wen jav came close to me n ask me put my hand away. At first oni jav n wt saw dat coz they were the one who kicked the ball. Later pris came coz she say frm behind how jav face me looks wrong. Lols. Jav was scared dat something happen to me. Lols. Yep my face hurts terribly ! N I was very dizzy. It took me awhile b4 I can stand up. I scared sia..the one thing I feared was dat I broke my teeth AGAIN ! But lucky ntg happen. Phew ! I put a very cold bottle on my cheek. At least it felt better. They concluded dat im very fragile n injury prone. Lols. Told u so. I play osos injured don play oso injured..sooo might as well I play !!! HAha.
As for today..really I didn’t noe wad to do. I heard my cam angle was not accepted again. But den again I wasn’t told directly. So I wasn’t sure wad needs to be done. HAiz. I really don like the situation juz now luh. I mean if got something wrong can say wad den we all can do together. No need sit down one corner stress and emo making others feel bad.? Dunno luh eh..i really cant stand it wen pple do dat. Ask oso don wan reply den wad u wan us to do..? I really don’t get u. Im sorry. I did tried understanding but haiz..nvm.
After sch me, pris, my little sister, iqa n keith watched movie together. We watched Shrek. My second time. Lols. Pris wanted to treat my little sis movie and dats the oni show she watched wad. So yeah nvm lor..since its nice I don mind watching it again(: Once the movie ended, we went to BK to wait for my parents. Had dinner there n we continued chit chatting. Poor keith was being bullied. Lols. I was super full luh coz during movie bought popcorn, bread and bubble tea. HAhas. Den later eat burger, drumplets and fris wif drinks. Who not full sia. Lols. Head home after dat (:
Tmr I got wor OT. The pple im working wif are all boring luh. My usual clique of frenz now all become lifeguard ready. Saded. HAiz. Gonna miss working wif them L Wel dats life I suppose. Ntg stays…
Something random dat i made. I got the inspiration wen i was eating diz sweet. Yep its a sweet wrapper. Not sure if any of u guys ate it b4 luh huh. I decided to give it to dear bf so dat he can look at it wen his down or wen he needs inspiration.? I juz find it cool uh. HAhas. I tag some of u guys to share it wif my beloved frenz(: Sorry luh if its kinda ugly. I did it during my stress period.
Okays past few days have been both wonderful and stressful as well. Fyi im still not done yet wif my gallery -.- Irritating like mad luh. He kept asking me to add diz and redo dat..haiz. Wen wan to finish. Luckily there were pple there dat listen to me whine(: TAnx sooo much! HAhas. I juz needed someone to talk to dats all(: Bf came to have lunch wif me on wed and waited til i end sch(:
Thursday was ntg much. Nvr ending work for sure. Tensions were always there. Haiz. Hopefully they can overcome diz luh. I so dont like diz feeling. But i have no choice. Im not asking much..juz dat give and take is really something dat needs to be done. Oh ya..i fast on dat day too. Didnt manage to reach home on time :( So i break fast arnd 7.30pm seh. Wad to do.
Friday was erm..dunno luh eh. I had to redo my gallery adding more details coz tcher say it was too plain. Zzz. He always last min luh sia. Haiz. Plus the camera movement oso must do again. He wants it to be bout a minute plus or more..zzz. So yeah whole day i sit down do work lor. After lunch i worked alone. Sad case. Pris n christina went up to do work while fiona n vikita disappear go see the other grp do their filming. Dat explains why i was alone. Haiz. But nvm luh..im okay wif it(: Juz very stressful coz gt no one to talk to wen i needed opinions. After sch bf came down. Wel im accompanying to have dinner wif his colleagues at CAROUSEL.
I have nvr heard of dat place luh. HAhas. Its in orchard. I was soooo scared to meet his frenz. Lols. N the place turned out to be at a hotel. Dat stunned me. HAhas. I was sooo shy luh wen i see his frenz. Im like sooo lost in their convo. For a moment i felt super young luh..? HAhaha. The food there was indeed nice(: EAt until full. Hahas. Lets see..i had potatoes, chicken, pasta, kebab, sushi, cakes, marshmallows wif chocholates !!! HAha. Alot of food sia. Lols. We left the place at arnd 9 plus coz i needed to be home b4 11pm. Tanx uh dearest for bringing me along bt den again i felt sooo awkward..sorry ! HAha.
On sat had work. WWW is closed to public oni those wif coupons were allowed in. Large crowd is expected luh. It opens at 9am instead of 10am. So we had to report at 8am. Bcoz of something happen now i officially got personal bodyguard there ! I have such wonderful pple arnd me luh(: TAnx to sis too dat is. If nt til now i will work in fear. Work was extremely fun ! Yeah its damn tiring coz the crowd was like...whoa...haha. Everywhere u see is pple. Den wen i had to manage skyrider alone..it was like oh gosh..no rest at all. My supervisor personally came down to help me out coz gt nt enuf man power. HAhas. Later she asked diz guy to help me out. Bt den he is a new crew so basically he dont noe alot of things. More stress sia...i rather work alone. Finally it was rotation. Thank god luh seh. Hahas(: It wasnt long b4 i can go home ! HAhaha. Most of them 'scold' me coz i went home early. Lols. Bf was waiting outside for me. We buy movie tix den buy food n eat outside coz dte was pack !
LAter on wen we head back to the cinema...guess who i met.??? HAhaha. ILMA luh seh. I almost cant recognise her. Lols. Oni recognise her bf. HAha. Miss u sooo much luh sia. We talked for awhile n agreed to have a 'date' otf at night. After buying popcorns, ice cream n drink we went in. Watched SHREK 3D. Nice show ! HAha. After dat bf send me home. At night as promised...me n ilma talk n talk sharing stories dat we missed. Even so it was nt enuf. We wanted to break our old record but den both of us were tired. So we oni talked for 2 hrs like dat.? HAhas. Nvm luh..nvm kay makcik kite chit chat lame2(: See ya soon !
Today gt madrasah as per normal. Didnt realise next week is my last class b4 sem break. N after dat new uztazah will teach us. Sad case. Haiz. High chance of me skipping class more often.? HAve a feeling its the uztazah dat we all hate. Zzz. Anw later in the late afternoon me n sis went cycling arnd Pasir ris beach den head home again. Tmr back to sch..haiz. HAha(: Orytes shall update again wen im free. Lols. I tink i forget lots of stuff..nvm(:
Diz was wad i did WHOLE day in sch. Wel if u guys notice i juz change the center stand to glass stand instead. Coz my 'beloved' tcher insisted on me doing so. -.- It may look easy. But trust me i had a hard time doing it bcoz i couldnt refer to anything on the internet ! Wel my tcher still nt satisfied. I dont noe why :( Ugly meh..? Haiz. Im sooo gonna be stuck wif diz thing luh. Zzzz.
Above is the gallery dat i have been working on for days. Yes i noe its doesnt look perfect bt at least i tried. Wel frm last week tcher kept rejecting my work. Den today wen i came back to sch i spend the whole morning doing the lightings. Not easy i tel u. I almost went crazy while doing it. Getting the light to shine at a specific spot is damn irritating luh. For now diz is wad i have done the entire day. At least it looks a little real..? HAha. But my tcher asked me to remodal some of the things there -.- N dats wad i'll be doing tmr luh. Damn sian luh keep doing diz everyday. My tcher is sooo demoralising !! Wen will he ever be satisfied...?
Heres and update bout wad happen for the past few days. Its been both pleasant and unpleasant. Lets start with the unpleasant first.
I had work yesterday. N wen I was otw to work I complained to bf dat I was feeling scared but im nt sure y. He told me dat everything will be fine. I wanted to believe dat but den again my feeling was juz very uneasy. Proceed on wif work for the next hr b4 going off to break. Later wen I came back frm break I was sent to add in at Ulah-lah top. Firdaus and shawn was there. Firdaus was dispatching the rafts while shawn was pushing them down. So I decided to take the height stick to go measure height. Den later I saw diz guest wif a small boy. I went up to her to check the boy’s height n yeah he was less than the height requirement. The guest wasn’t happy bout it. She kept insisting dat we got dispatch baby down..? So later I asked firdaus to handle her while I take over his place. The matter got worst so I asked him to call out duty supt for help. Den later DM , control person and the security guard came up. Next shawn was called down. Followed by I heard dat she asked pple to come and take over me n firdaus. So yarh me n firdaus were prepared to sort of get fired luh sia. The 2 of us like give up oready. I so sway sia..juz went up den kena diz. Haiz.
We went to office n rashidah was waiting wif shawn to talk to us. Nt long after dat DM came down. We talk talk n talk den later our duty supt write down our statement den we were sent off back to work. Frm den on I no mood luh she. N wen I was put again at Ulah-lah top I was damn scared luh. PHOBIA. Scared same thing happen. 2 weeks in a row sia get scolding for something dat I didn’t do. Haiz. Den later wen we doing closing firdaus told me dat shawn admitted to him dat it was his fault n apologise. I was like wth..he should have said it infront of the DM n duty supt wad. Bcoz of dat me n firdaus oso get bad name. Haiz. Damn pissed luh. After work lepak wif them for awhile while waiting for my parents.
Look at how bad my eyebags are..all thanks to MP !
Okay dats the unpleasant part. Now the pleasant one was dat..i finally get to spend time wif dearest ! (: Its been a very very long time since we can go out properly. We went to vivo to watch movie and have a super heavy lunch. Den I bought my craft stuff(: We oso went to sengkang to walk2. He bought me a lanyard. Next went trekking wif him at mcritchie. Walk for 10km got.? Nt sure luh I forget. HAhas. We went all the way til the treetop den back down again. Otw down we walk on the road coz I saw lots of monkeys and im damn scared luh. HAhas. Finally we reached down n went to the nearest bus stop. Took bus to yishun den went back to PR(: Tiring..? Of coz..but its worth uh. HAhas. My exercise..? Lols. So yep I had a wonderful time wif him(: Hopefully will have more of diz..but den again. Wen in the world will I have time.? HAiz. Hate my MP. Anw tanx for everything my dear(: One last thing..i thought him how to use contacts.! HAhaha. It took him a whole hr to do so..lols.
Tmr is back to sch. Haiz. Sooo not looking forward to it. Nightmare luh sia. Im scared to get the ‘cold’ treatment again. Nvm I shall juz act normal. Oh ya, I went to cut my hair. Mum asked me cut at the new shop below. Its cheap luh. But den..now I look like some pri or sec sch kid sia ! HAha. My fringe is damn short ! :(
I've been like super busy luh. Don have the time to use comp wen im at home. Im not enjoying sch one bit either. Tinking fo sch..im STRESS ! Its amazing how pple can change wen they got a 'title'. Haiz. Someone save me...?
Anyhoots..fri was a half day for us. THANK GOD ! The oni motivation i had was the 2hrs of sch ! Lols. Totally no mood luh. After sch went to catch a movie. Watched BACK-UP-PLAN. Nice..haha. Super funny..n i wonder how can it be PG..? Hmm..hahaha. Imagine wad the little kids will say wen they watched diz.? Lols. Keith reaction is sooo funny. Ha ha ha. After the movie we all went on seperate ways. Pris went home wif me coz she got tuition. Lols. I had my late lunch at home coz tanx to bf uh who is late. Later in the evening went out to meet him. Spend some time together den he send me back home. Wonder wen will i get the chance to go out like last time uh..? I wanna see my frenz :(
My dinner(:
Earthquake(:
The buildings are like haunting me..???
As for sat. I got work. Dad wanna go out bring mum for dinner. So i was like searching for someone to swap wif me coz i got OT. If not i wont have dinner sia. Diz is like the second time seh i last min cant OT. Haiz..bad reputation. So i managed to contact firdaus. Smsed wif him till late bt still he nt sure whether he can swap wif me not. Haha. Den later he woke me up at 6 plus luh sia. Bdk nie btol tk tido..zzz. His intention was good luh i guess..? HAha. He was helping me to find pple to swap wif me. Lols. How nice right. Oh ya, i forgot to mention dat shawn got the job in wild wild wet ! I was shocked wen i see his name in the schedule.! Guess they really don have enuf pple uh. Met up wif him first den we went in together. Den later..really he was attached to me sia ! Now den i can officially call him coward and say weak.? Lols. Later rashidah agreed to let me go back at 5pm(: But den my happiness was destroyed by diz guy. Haiz. Not gonna mention it here luh. It totally spoil my mood.
So yeah went to shower and head home straight. Accidentally met aunt in the bus while i was talking otf. Bf was trying to calm me down(: Once home i got change. Den i realise i did something super embrassing ! Urgh..hahahaha. Not gonna say here as wel. Lols. We den head to airport SWENSENS. Long queue. But after waiting we finally got a seat(: Food was nice. I ate alot. Lols. The pics are all uploaded in my fb u can see there. I was super happy wen im done eating. HAhas. Guess food really makes me happy.? Hmm. Lols. Walk around airport den went home.
Ooo..i got an sms frm jamal asking me to do him a favor. Forever last min one luh him. Kwn punye psl sun morning i rush to make for him his brownie to give his gf. I was multitasking like mad luh. While waiting for the cake to bake i go iron clothes n sms my dear bf. After dat went to go deco the cake n print his stuff. I was super messy luh. HAha. Den aunt help me a little while i go change clothes to madrasah. Met jamal's little sis n bro to pass them his cake n head to class. During class, my stomach growl sooo loudly ! Paiseh luh seh ! HAhahaha. Later after class me n sis went to ws n dte to get flowers n some gifts for my aunt's bdae and something for mum n grandma. Most of the shop the stuff all finishing sia. Haha. Amazingly we can get wad we want(:
Once home, i had my lunch den baked cookies since the ingredients are still alot might as well make den let pple eat(: Mum helped me to baked. So abit faster luh(: At night we ordered ARNOLD. Den followed by the 'surprise' part. Lols. Mum was complaining dat she didnt get anything diz yr. So yeah did a little something for them lor. Im sooo happy to see the smile on my mum's, aunt's n grandma's face(: Its okay to spend once in awhile to make dem feel diz appreciated(: Soo many 'celebrations' in one day. Firstly, its mother's day ! Secondly its my aunt's bdae ! And lastly..it marks the 8 mth of my relationship ! Wel yep i've gone tru painful moments..hopefully dat juz makes me stronger to face the challenges ahead of me(: And may the coming days be a better one(:
Mon got sch as usual. Seriously not looking forward but no choice. Once reached school we all started doing our work. Usually we will eat first bt not yesterday. I stare at the comp tilmy eye pain sia. I combined the buildings together and animate them oready. Wanted to make them look nicer but the programme dat i have is trial version so cant do anything much. NOT MY PROBLEM. Tcher oni noe how to nag but dunno how to give us the programme. Dumb ! Stayed in sch til 6 plus den went to meet bf for awhile n head home.
As for today..im glad dat i sch oni half day sia. Coz i got dental(: First time im looking forward to dental..? Lols. So in the morning since me, pris and keith reached early we went to eat breakfast den come back do work. I did the camera movement around in the gallery but still havent finish. I went off wif them to lunch while waiting for mum to come by. Later met mum n have lunch wif her at century square. We had a WONDERFUL lunch! HAha. Happy me ! (: Bump into haslina there. HAhas. Once done wif food we made aour way down to outram.
I really didnt feel scared like how i use to. HAha. Maybe coz i've gone tru the pain alot oready.? Hmm..but i tink its bcoz im looking forward to eat NORMALLY !! The whole process tooks another 2 hrs coz mum wants the colour to be adjust. N finally..ITS DONE ! Arghhhh ! I love my new teeth ! It feels soooo great ! I feel safe now..? No need to worry dat i'll break it.? HAhahaha. Yep i do have to come back for check up but dats like 3 mths time. So yeah don bother bout it first. Lols. I tink i'll need sometime to get use to eating properly. Lols. Wad do u expect seh. I've been eating using my back teeth for like erm...4 yrs..? HAhas. Orytes dats all i have for now(: Tink my post long enuf oready. HAhas. I did try to keep it short okay. Lols. Shall update again wen i have the time(: Till den take care pple !
Juz a short update(: Havent got soo much time to update. Wel so far so good. Things look like its getting better...? Wel hope so luh..*cross fingers* no more after diz. Give me a break frm all diz prob. At least let me breathe for awhile..? (:
Sch have been like usual...boring. I wanna do things bt looks like they all are doing it all n i don have anything to do. HAiz. Im nt use to not do anything u see. But i juz cant help it.? Feel soo helpless sia. They always say, 'nvm uh u rest first..'. Den later going end of the day den find me and ask, 'eh wad u do uh..? ' If i say ntg den dat face will come out. Haiz. Not dat im asking for it. But den i did ask wad u wan me to do n u juz ignore me. I don like being like diz u noe. Pple change..? Yeah i guess sooo..im seeing it now after 2 yrs have passed...
Anyhoots the fun thing bout sch was we had a field trip to FUSIONOPOLIS. Nice place.! Super hightech luh.! Damn cool..enjoyed it much.! (: Don mind going there again. But den bus ride was awful...coz i had motion sickness. Was super quiet luh in bus coz i was trying soo hard not to puke. Pris suffered the same thing as me. HAha. N tanx to dat..i slpet like arnd 9 plus till today morning lor..? HAha. But sadly still have headaches in sch. Keith was being such a wonderful fren dat he bought me panadol.! As a sign of appreciation i actually swallowed it ! HAhas. Orytes dat all for now. Will update more sooon i hope(:
